so here's the deal: i have been wondering why i am not attracted to anyone? it all started in my late teens, honestly. i just cannot figure out what is wrong with me !!!! like everyone around me seems to feel this magnetic pull towards someone but i never feel it !!!! i see them talking about butterflies in their stomachs, yet here i am, feeling nothing !! what a fraud of a life?!

when i was younger and naive, maybeeee i thought it would arrive eventually.. some big romantic fireworks that never came. even at work, seeing colleagues flirt and date does not trigger anything in me. no profession-related pressure to find a partner affects my drive! it's almost like there's an inherent lack of wiring – something only science can answer for me.

do isolated sections of society face similar emotional detachment ??? perhaps... but why do people keep asking if i'm alright when the absence of 'desire' or 'affectionate affinity' appears sufficient ???! sure, friends mean well... yet every inquiry into my solitary status grates on nerves frayed by persistent doubts scratching beneath confident masks!

is attraction really necessary companionship??? practically speaking – yes; emotionally confused-unprepared-indifferent optimist says meh ??!! comprehending whispered words confounds my logic more than understanding architectural blueprints does!! why can't they accept my choice ??? are labels such as single meant to imply negativity ???? infinity: therein lies truth hidden beneath constant probing!

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