I Feel Crushed After Falling for a Girl Who Liked Someone
The story
Welp guys i finally found a group and im happy but major but lol i met this girl and shes cute amazing person and well you know shot the shot got rejected oh well right its fine but then me and her grow closer and honestly guys im the type of person to spoil anyone i care about wether it be friends so i spoil her and dont think nothing of it you know im not expecting anything return or anything at all im used to giving and not getting nothing blah blah you know and im fine with that and i was fine just being friends and then we start doing things friends wouldnt really we get matching things take pictures get heart stuff you know at first i was like this doesnt mean anything right mabye shes just being nice and then she buys me something and then we do kinda like picture and its like something friends wouldnt do it was something like girlfriend would do for their boyfriend kind of gift snd mabye i overthought and mabye she was just being nice but i fell for her again and then i come to find out she likes this other guy and then idk i feel destroyed im like why do you make me feel wanted only to uugh its annoying right but honestly i think its my fault for falling in general she never owed me anything and thats ok its just idk rough man one time i feel wanted and its just not what i thought man lifes just cruel i cried alot that night when i got home but im fine now you know more fish in the see but honestly i made a new life decision im gonna keep bettering my self but if theirs a point where i reach my potential where i feel better and bettered my life and women flock to me or stuff like that im not gonna get with any of them honestly wether it be guy or girl if you werent there when i was at my low and didnt see the fight and all the hardwork i was putting in and now that im well built and stable what gives any woman any right to get with me i dont want women who wants me because im amazing or rich i want a woman whos been their day one so if im still single by the time i get im staying single fuck whoever wants me then because no one deserves me when im at my best if they werent there when i was working hard to make it out so fuck all future women or guys who may want me in the future fr fr
