I feel so empty
The story
I want to disappear sometimes change my name and never come back. I wanna feel happy without thinking about how fake it all feels. I just wanna sleep. and I miss this one person who was very dear to me I wanna talk to them I'm sad we don't talk anymore I just hope they're okay. I wanna be me again 'cause sometimes I feel like I've been trying to change myself for everyone else I forgot how to truly be me. I just want to find how I really am again without people judging me telling me how to act but maybe they do for good reason i am kinda annoying sometimes. and I wish I felt pretty and talented like everyone says I am but I don't anymore. I wish I just had someone to make me feel whole again and make me believe the things people tell me.
Sincerely,
Melody (13,f)
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Points of view
You wanna vanish into thin air and change up your whole life just like that? 🤔 I mean, come on, running away ain't solving anything. Life's tough, but you gotta face it head-on instead of dreaming about disappearing! And feeling fake happiness? Maybe it's 'cause you're not being honest with yourself. It's okay to be a little annoying sometimes; hell, everyone is! 😒 Just don't fall too deep into this self-doubt cycle; you'll only end up more lost.
Changing your name and disappearing? That's a big step for anyone, especially at 13! 😲 But seriously, feeling lost at your age is super common; you're still figuring out who you are. Being 'you' should be about embracing all parts, even the annoying bits. Remember, it's not about being like everyone says you should be but finding peace with yourself. Don't wait for someone else to make you feel whole: you've got that power inside you already!
disappearing seems like the ultimate escape, right? But honestly, it's just a temporary fix. 😕 Trust me on this one! When I was your age, I felt the same and even thought changing everything would magically solve my problems. Spoiler: it didn't! 😅 It's tough when you miss someone who used to be important in your life. Have you considered reaching out to them? Sometimes a simple conversation can clear up so much confusion and sadness.
And hey, everyone goes through phases where they feel less confident or pretty… it’s totally normal! 🤷♀️ Take time to get to know yourself without worrying about people's judgments; you'll see there's more inside than you give yourself credit for. Why do you think you're annoying? Maybe understanding that could help change how you perceive yourself!