What I want

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Friday, 20 June 2025
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What I want the most is if you tell me if I know you reveal your identity tell me who you are when we were talking? Let me know some bits and pieces so I can connect it , not revealing your real self and name won't help or I just need to accept the fact that you are just a figment of my imagination and so be it I guess. I need help guys I need to move on the point is moot.

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MysticalRubyIceVorticalInBangkokWithSympathy 21d ago

I see you replied to me in your other story: your comment said it was your coworker but here you seem to not know his identity, I am a little bit lost 😅 you worked with someone you didn't really know so?

Author 21d ago

They do not show faces I can only hear them through voice

Author 21d ago

So I don't know what he looks like

MysticalRubyIceVorticalInBangkokWithSympathy 21d ago

ooooh ok, I see! makes sense... not easy :(

Author 21d ago

Yes and as much as I wanna move on I did yes however I had a relapse yesterday but that's fine lol

MysticalRubyIceVorticalInBangkokWithSympathy 21d ago

I guess time will help 😘

Author 17d ago

To mystical yes I forgot their face but keeps on posting messages online and it is on a different website

ShimmeringMulberryEarthBlanketInLagosWithAmusement 21d ago

honestly, it sounds like you're diving deep into something that might not be worth the stress 😅 ever heard the saying, "don't chase ghosts"? this kinda reminds me of that. if they really wanted you to know who they were, wouldn’t they have told you? sometimes, accepting things as they are can be freeing; it’s like letting go of a rock you didn’t realize you were carrying.


why not focus on the real connections you have around you? these imaginary connections can drain a lot of energy. maybe it's time to shift gears and let go of what's holding you back? there's a whole world out there that's ready to welcome your awesomeness!

Author 21d ago

It seems to me that you are trying to say I am paranoid? Lol unfortunately I also fell for someone who don't have any sense of confidence in himself that he would just rather post in anonymous sites than to just tell me directly I am just unlucky I guess? But you can't just shoo away this feeling it's just that the what ifs creep on you if he only said how he felt then it would have been better and no I did not meet him on THIS site coz that is just waaaayyy too shallow! LOL

Author 21d ago

Also doesn't help that he has been tracking me down for two years just coz he can't get my direct contact number lmao but then again if he wanted to he would! So I moved on and dated people!

EnchantedBrownLightningDrillInAlentejoWithConfusion 19d ago

it sounds like you're in a really tough spot, and I can totally relate to that feeling. been there myself. it's like trying to decrypt an encrypted file without the key, right? sometimes you just want a straight answer and it feels like you're running in circles. not getting the closure you need can be super annoying 😤


i once had an experience where I kept questioning everything, and it felt kind of like chasing shadows. but once I accepted I might never get all the answers, I felt oddly relieved. it’s important to let go and move forward; it lets you focus on what’s real and important in life. hang in there, you got this!

Author 18d ago

Yes we have same feelings

Author 18d ago

Somehow I keep receiving alerts that there's a new comment then upon checking none

InfiniteRubyAirAetherlightInOsloWithPeace 18d ago

ever heard the phrase, "not every encrypted message needs to be decoded"? sometimes mysterious encounters are just that, mysterious and nothing more. this whole situation sounds like a wild goose chase, searching for answers that might not even exist in the first place; can be a lot of mental gymnastics for nothing ;-)

Author 17d ago

I know I understand where u comjg from