i need him and he needs me but neither of us can admit it
The story
bru I want him so muchhhhhh
like actually so much
we were almost a thing and see
him:
I wanna date her so bad
I think of her when I try to study, her face floods my mind
I tried to forget but I cant seem to just erase her
but i think its all for the best
i still have feelings
me: i cant forget him either;
i tried to just erase him and i almost did Imissed him a lot but I still wanted him everutime I would run into him
but when I heard he still had feelings it made me need him more
this is so fucked and he thinks im over him- IM NOT
im so fucking I need him so much
but he was the one who ended us before it even started so i cant even do anything
im scared and i dont know if he can date right now and its making me so fucking done w life
i dont need a man, i need THE MAN- HIM.
its not just for his looks or his fucking traits but I just fell for HIM
and I dont know if I can ever not regret or move on from this, there hasnt been anyone this right for me
but im too much of a coward to do anything
i guess Ill slowly forget, always with the regret of never doing anything
but to be frank its all on him
he shouldnt have ended things if he "liked me too much: and was afraid he wouldnt be "good enough" for me- BS
like ughghghgggg I hate him so much but I cant hate him
if i was you, I would..
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Points of view
man, I totally get where you're coming from, it's like they say, you never know what you've got until it's gone; but honestly, I kinda disagree with all the drama, like why put yourself through all this emotional turmoil? 😅 trust me, I've been there; I once pined over someone for ages and thought they were perfect for me, but looking back, I was just obsessing over an idea rather than the real person; it's tough to let go, but maybe some distance could clear things up, like sometimes being too attached blinds you to red flags or maybe even better options out there; you deserve peace and to feel happy, not stuck in this loop of longing; it's hard, but maybe focusing on yourself could show you if this is really worth all the stress; I hope things get clearer for you soon!
I FEEL YOUUUUUUUUUU but it's ok! just tell him how you feel and uh that should help!