Reflecting on Life Changes, School Struggles, and Moving
The story
Months passed by already since the last time I was here, but I just wanted to say that I feel like life is going pretty well. I guess not for the academic stuff, school can be tough but hey, I think its for my own future and that it's the best for me to keep going and finish it. I just wanted to drop off some stuff here since It's already November. Wow, to think that Christmas is already close around the corner makes me feel pretty old and that time moves really fast if you allow yourself to move along it's flow(i dont even know what that means).
I want to thank the people who saw my last three posts and shared their perspectives, your opinion and side helped me learn and also loosen the tension that not only I experience or go through that kind of stuff. I appreciate it a lot yesyesyes
I also want to say that sometimes I still think of that girl, I wonder how she's doing these past few months but of course she's no longer a part of my life. I'm not the one who decides what WILL happen and what WON'T. I do hope that she's doing well and that her side of life is giving her what she needs and makes her happy. Although I am not the person that she needs, Nevertheless, I'm happy I met her since she was the one who always made me steal glances like I'm looking at the most gorgeous woman I've ever seen. I find admiring her worth it even if it doesn't end in my favor. I hope she meets the person that will treat her right and stay by her side.
Ofc Im not leaving myself out here, school is tough. I should finish my education, get my degree and become a nurse. Yup I want to become a nurse, that's what I always wanted to become one but ofc it wont be easy like answering basic addition. I want to improve, to work on my physique, get strong and look good! But I will definitely take note that just because of that, I shouldn't shame people for being small or fat because I too am going through that right now.
To anyone who reads this. I hope you're doing well in life, and if you're going through the darkest parts. Have hope. Have hope that everything will be better, stay strong. Because life has so much more that you can go through. Whether it may be admiring one of the nicest views that you've ever seen, like a sunset at a random parking lot, going to a beach and feeling the water flow around you. Or whatever it is. Stay strong, have hope and spread love.
sorry if my post can be a little messy, it's been a while since I wrote anything like this. :) --Wishing you all the best!
