Why can't i get over him?
The story
Hey everybody, so like today was one of those days (you know the type where everything feels kinda off) and you're just not really in sync with anything? Well, I was just sittin' around, scrolling through my phone, and came across this old playlist I hadn't thought about in ages! You ever have that happen? Like you totally forgot about something and then BAM it hits you right in the face?!?! Man, it took me back...back to times when things were different...and honestly? It made me start pondering all over again whether I'm actually over him or not...
So check it out: every song on there had this way of weaving itself into the fabric (ha yeah!) of our past moments. It's like each melody became a narration of what went down between us! like some kind of running commentary on a film fulla memories. Totally surreal but also kinda sad too!!! Isn't it weird how music can do that sometimes? Or maybe it's just me???
Anywayz lol as these tracks played on repeat my brain decided to take a trip down memory lane. No lie (I'm being so for real here), a track would come up and suddenly I'd remember random bits and pieces...the good stuff like those late nights chillin', listening to his crazy dreams while we snacked on chips...and even the other stuff too...like those pointless arguments over who forgot to fill up gas🙄. But dude!!! The emotions are STILL HERE!!! And I've been trying (really truly trying) not to keep reminiscin' cuz they say it doesn't help right?!?
But alas fellow venters 😂 this question still haunts me...maybe that's why we're here sharing words huh?? Am I officially stuck comparing everyone else to him forevermore or is moving on actually possible for peeps like moi loll?!?! Cuz honest-to-god truth is life marches forward anyway regardless if ‘we’ve’ moved over our own baggage methinks. Sometimes clarity ain't available when needed most i guess.
Yet hoping hear from y'all (I'll read diligently promise!!) on how ya'll dealt if anyone walked similar paths - did any particular thing make letting go less hard compared with others out there finding closure successfully using nearby options readily visible ehhehe??? Howdy coz tho chances slim answers found fast sooner preferably whenever?!
