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its been a long time since i've realizd but i think i am fully admitting to my myself this just now that i've certainly become a failure. last time i was preparing for my exams with full enthusiasm and now that i am a 11th grader my whole life is fucking turned upside down. i ha dstarted on this ourney of preparing for an entrance exam for engineeering colleges but took the option of staying at my school which usualy doing the same thing as me (preparing for the same exam) dont do. i was confident in proving the people who toold me that staying in school won't get you your college. i was confident. because i had no one to tell me the right thing. no one to explain to me what i was setting myself up for. i was just a person with dreams who'd not thoroughly thought of the path that they'd be taking neither had they researched about this. they just took this path because it seemed cool and many people were doing it and also heard that there father's dream was to get the top college that you could get through this exam. i didnt know anything about it and just followed whatever others around me were doing. i didnt realize the seriousness of this thing. and dint give me best which i am still far from giving. i scores very well in ast year's exam that i told you about however i could do more on that too if i were just a little more serious. os now i have wasted my 2024 not studying in my school. when i look at the more serious kids around me theyre so fucking ahead of me i cant even imagine that id ever be at their level i just think i am done for and now i dont have the fucking motivation to do anything. i cant study. i just cant bring myself to do it i dont know why i just have gotten so good at procastinating and so good at just regretting things after i did the wronng stuff that i seem to not even care right now. i dont fucking know what to do and i just wanna die right now. also i couldnt bring myself to tell this to anyone despite having so many friends and pretty undertsanding parents but i just cant. and i dont know how this websiete works. i just wanna
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Hey there!
I feel your struggle, seriously... Life can be such a rollercoaster!!! We've all been there, doubting ourselves... but you gotta remember: you're not alone in this!!!
Take a breather and just chill... (easy to say, I know) It's understandable to feel overwhelmed... Your path's got its ups and downs, but hey, perseverance pays off!!! Trust me, you’ve still got so much potential to tap into!! Just take it one day at a time, alright?!!!
Expressing your thoughts here is a brave first move... Keep going, and don’t hesitate to chat with someone you trust... They can help you shine through this mess!!! Bright days ahead, buddy!!! 🌈
I empathize with your journey... It appears you're navigating a challenging transition, and that can undeniably be daunting. As someone who once embarked on a similar academic endeavor, I resonate with your sentiments... 📚 I know firsthand how overwhelming the pressure can become when “the stakes are high.” However, it's pivotal to remember that setbacks are an intrinsic part of any process... and they're not indicative of ultimate failure.
In one of my earlier experiences, I too grappled with "analysis paralysis," which significantly hampered my progress. My antidote was breaking tasks into more manageable components, thus allowing me to regain control and momentum. 🌟 Perhaps a recalibration of strategy can act as a catalytic agent for your aspirations? 🙏
Furthermore, it's commendable that you're able to articulate your feelings here, which is, in itself, a significant step forward. Reaching out, even in this digital format, is a sign of burgeoning resilience. I hope for nothing less than clarity and renewed motivation for you. Remember, each challenge is a stepping stone toward your broader academic aspirations. 🚀
It's rough when things don't pan out like you'd hoped, especially with something as big as your college plans;. It's like, “Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans,” right? But here's the thing—you’ve got a handle on it now, and that's huge! It's all about learning from what didn't go so well and trying again with that knowledge. For real, everyone has their own pace!!! You're not as far behind as you might feel.
Talking to someone could help a lot too, ya know? It’s cool to lean on friends or family who get it. You’re already taking steps to figure things out by sharing your story here, and that’s something to be proud of. Chin up!!! Things can definitely turn around from here. 👍