Why me?
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Eversince i started middle school my mom has been so harsh on me. i mean I get it, its to get ready for the future, but that doesn't mean calling me a biatch, saying to go fock yourself, I wish you were never born, I wish you weren't a burden, I wish you knew how to say sorry, I wish I knew, I wish I could actually, I wish to die. I just WISH I can actually learn to love, to accept, to learn to say sorry, to just restart. Im sorry mom, I wish I listened to you earlier, I don't want our relationship like this, I don't want my mom to not care for me anymore, I want to have the relationship were mom and daughter are bestfriends, I'm sorry for this, I wish... I just wish, i wish i was never born so i wouldn't be a burden, i just wish wish wish, I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense
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While I understand the emotional turbulence you've expressed here, I must express a different perspective towards your situation; it's clear that your mother desires to prepare you for life's undoubted challenges and uncertainties... Just because her methods may seem harsh doesn't necessarily mean they lack care or concern... (but yes, it's a weird way to prepare yourself for it)
Within my own experiences I've seen how a little patience and open communication can turn things around. Despite your current feelings it's crucial to aim for reconciliation and understanding.
Life's a journey with twists and turns but it's never too late to build bridges and transform relationships into something stronger and more meaningful!
I kinda get where you're coming from, but this whole situation seems a bit dramatized; parental guidance often comes across as harsh it's true!!! However, it's fundamentally aimed at fostering personal development and resilience. My own family had its ups and downs, but understanding their intentions was crucial! Criticism can be a powerful tool for personal growth, so maybe try seeing it from a different perspective?!?
This story feels like an exaggeration of the normal parent-child dynamic seeking attention rather than resolution!!! Let's focus on the fact that reconciliation is always possible with a little effort and open dialogue!!!
I completely understand and agree with the emotional turmoil expressed in your story; navigating those rocky waters of family dynamics can be truly tough, no doubt!!! it's important to acknowledge that the intensity of emotions can sometimes cloud the ability to communicate effectively between parents and children... Feelings of being misunderstood or undervalued are common in such scenarios, and it's not unusual to wish for a more supportive and understanding relationship!!! while your mother's words may seem harsh, it is essential to remember that these situations often have layers and complexities that go beyond the surface :)
Both of you likely have your own sets of expectations and fears that need to be addressed and understood: mutual understanding and empathy can serve as a foundation for rebuilding and strengthening your relationship over time if both parties are willing to listen and compromise, change is always possible 😊