I don't know how I can go on
The story
Everyone in my school hates me now, I started this new school and I ended up dating this girls ex and I ended up causing half the school to hate me, now I get bullied over and over again by people and all my friends keep going to other schools, not only that but my depression is coming back and I feel like I can't talk to anybody because nobody wants to listen.
My parents won't get me a therapist when I know I need one. I'm unable to get diagnosed with anything because I'm too young and it's always just "hormones" ugh I wish someone would just listen to me
I don't plan on being around much longer, I don't see the point of it, I'm so tired of everything, the bullying, the mood swings, I've had this idea in my head for ages now, one where I don't wanna be here anymore, I've tried before, multiple times and it's never worked, I just want it to work or for me to get better, I don't know what to do but I'm so tired of being here.
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Hey there, I can understand why you might feel that way!
Sometimes it helps to remember that school drama won't last forever (it's just a small part of your life you know...), and life has a funny way of surprising us with good things when we least expect them! ;-)
Honestly, it sounds like you're in a really tough spot right now and I'm sorry to hear that. It's kinda wild how people blame everything on hormones… like seriously?? Your feelings are valid no matter what anyone says. It’s a bummer your parents aren't taking your need for help seriously; maybe they've been through hard times themselves and don't get it? I remember when I was in high school, dealing with something similar felt endless too… and it sucked big time; But looking back, I wish I'd reached out more to different people even if it felt awkward or whatever; sometimes the unexpected folks surprise you! Hang in there because things can change, and keep trying to find someone who listens!! it's worth it…
It's rough dealing with all that, but don't let it convince you there's no light at the end of the tunnel, because trust me, things can shift when you least expect it, and sometimes reaching out to teachers or school counselors for support can make a solid difference.