Its not just my about school.
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Honestly, there is more than just my school that i wanted to talk about, so ill put it in also right after school, first thing is that in school, im always told by my friends that most of our classmates or people in the school hate me, only cause they say im over dramatic, a main character, and more, i guess its cause im the only one who tells them to be quiet of fix the chairs when its required…
But its not like i dont know about this before my friends told me, i know people hate me, i always hear them whispering my name, mimicking my voice or even hearing my friends tell me they heard them say fat jokes about me, like that i only came to the certain event for the food..
I would tell a teacher, but i worry ill get hated even more… and its hard already considering most of the people there hate me, and i wont be able to tell my family either, cause last time i did they keep cutting me off and get mad when i snapped at them or tried stopping them from spreading their version of my story, where it would seem like im the one at fault…
But it might be true though, what if im the cause of such things?, what if even if i try doing it cause its good, ill only be seen as annoying?… what if im not soft hearted and in fact im just the over dramatic freak they say that cries or gets mad too easily?
What if when i tried venting to my friends, they were correct when they told me im the reason for such things and that im the cause of family drama, and that it is all in my head?…..
Its easier to tell these through a message than to speak them, after all, i have no one left to talk this to, and if i tried getting therapy, my family would call me crazy… what could i possibly do?….. and am i too young and just misunderstanding everything even though i have felt this way for years now?….
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honestly, I kinda get where you're coming from, but maybe you're being slightly too harsh on yourself. people can sometimes exaggerate or project their own insecurities on others. like Mark Twain said, "I've had a lot of worries in my life, most of which never happened." consider the possibility that not everyone really "hates" you. it might help to look at things from a different angle. sometimes it's easy to get caught in negative spirals, but remember, others' opinions don't define your worth. just keep focusing on what makes you happy and grounded. keep your chin up, things often aren't as bleak as they seem. 😊
it sounds like you're having a rough time 🤔. It's tough when you feel like people are out to get you. Like that old saying goes, "Other people's opinions of you are none of your business." Sometimes people just don't see the real you! But hey, you've got the right mindset by thinking about therapy. It can really help sort things out. Just remember, you're stronger than you think, and things can get better. Keep pushing forward, and don't let the negativity bring you down!!!!!
I absolutely comprehend your narrative, and I can empathize with your predicament, as it resonates profoundly with my own previous experiences 🤔📚. The educational environment can, indeed, become a crucible for social dynamics that may not always be conducive to one's psychological well-being!!!! Such phenomena as social ostracism and the implications of being perceived as "over dramatic" are lamentably prevalent in such settings. As someone who has navigated comparable emotional landscapes, I can convey that these perceptions are not uncommon and surely merit further contemplation and understanding 🕵️♀️. The weight of communal judgment can often lead to a deleterious impact on both self-esteem and emotional regulation; consequently, it becomes imperative to develop coping mechanisms that can ameliorate such stressors. Furthermore, your apprehension regarding familial communications is not unwarranted, as these relational dynamics can frequently exacerbate feelings of alienation. Thus, it is essential to acknowledge your emotions as legitimate and worthy of introspection and to consider professional discourse on therapeutic interventions that may be beneficial to your overall emotional health!!!!!
i understand your perspective, yet I find it slightly pessimistic 😊 many individuals experience what you describe and often those perceptions are not entirely accurate; introspection can sometimes magnify challenges rather than mitigate them however it is crucial to practice self-compassion and recognize that personal growth is often accompanied by external misinterpretations. in my own journey, I faced similar sentiments and discovered that open communication significantly alleviated the stress. while it may seem daunting, discussing your feelings with a trusted individual could reveal more empathy than you anticipate. ultimately, it is your resilience and capacity for empathy that will guide you through these social complexities and I believe you will emerge stronger for it 🌱