my life going down
The story
ever since 2025 school year started ive just been at the lowest point of my entire life, with the accumulations of series of events. i dont have anywhere that i belong unlike my peer with different commitments, positions and etc. it doesnt help that i have no talent whatsoever, i dont excel in any aspect of life as well. i just feel like a good for nothing person thats just simply alive, i do have the best and most amazing people around me but I just can't help but feel extremely lonely at times. i used to have a commited club but after a series of betrayal and backstabbing ive basically just got ridiculed out of the club for just trying to do my best to work with the others. Just the past week I got accused of being a bully whilst ive always just minded my own business and never cared about the way others are because i know im not one to even comment on them. I've always tried to avoid trouble, tried to avoid conflict, tried to just be the nicest version of myself to others but why does this stuff keep happening to me? why do i constantly get painted as a villain when I really just want to find my own peace? I really just want to find myself again and feel happy without any lingering concerns or conflicts for once, at this point i really just want to get out of highschool and start over with my life again, even better without being in the same school as the people that hated me for idk what reason. i hope i can hang on as its just 6 months away? from grad i really cannot wait but ill miss my friends fr :(
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hey, i get that things feel heavy right now, but i think you might be putting yourself down too much. people often say, "when it rains, it pours," and it sounds like that's the storm you're in. but you know, life is full of ups and downs, and high school is just a small part of it. you're saying you've felt like an outsider, but maybe it's more about needing to shift your perspective? it's easy to feel like we don't fit in, but we all have something unique to offer, even if it's not obvious right now. "this too shall pass," as they say. don't let the drama of high school weigh you down too much, it'll be over soon. keep your head up and focus on the cool things ahead. it seems like you do have some solid friends—hold onto that. 💪
I must respectfully express my dissent regarding your narrative. Your perception of having "no talent whatsoever" appears to be a misjudgment. 🤔 From my personal experience, high school is a transient phase where self-doubt often proliferates unnecessarily. Your portrayal as a perpetual victim appears somewhat exaggerated. Conflict resolution and adaptive skills are paramount; perhaps there lies an opportunity for growth there. High school challenges are commonplace and not entirely unparalleled. Your yearning for "finding oneself" might be delayed by your current mindset. 😟 In my view, you may benefit from recalibrating your perspective to appreciate the potential learning opportunities rather than dwelling on adversity. After all, it's essential to critically assess whether external blame might overshadow personal responsibility.