[TW: SA, SUICIDE, SH] My story
The story
2024, it was at the time when school was ending. I put on my school uniform: Socks, t-shirt, skirt and a bright red cardigan before brushing my hair in the mirror. I hated how I looked, it was hideous, but at least the school year was about to end! I walk into my classroom there wasn't much to do since all of our lessons are basically over I would go over to my two friends, I wasn't so fond of the other. Actually I hated her, she bullied me for 4 years and expects me to be her friend? The other is the one I absolutely adore they're just so perfect! I sit down with them but I can feel the one I hate (nickname: CM) hand go down to touch my thigh, it was a light touch but I thought nothing of it. But soon the thigh touching would get more and more aggressive, frequent and more up my thigh. I thought I was free from that uncomfortableness when the school holidays hit but once we got back into school things escalated more and at break CM said to me "Let me touch your b00bs 5 times and I'll give you my blade" CM knew about my self harm and used it to bribe me, I said no at first but soon enough she persuaded me to do it and then. It became a daily thing, she would touch my breasts and even pinch my nipple's, at first I said "No! Stop" to her but she wouldn't listen and it got to the point where I had to forcefully try to get her off me. Then it turned into putting her hands in my v@gina and I told her to stop, I almost felt my insides getting ripped apart, I almost cried. CM would do this on daily basis but then soon I lost hope, I started to not retailate or saying "no" I sat there and let it happen. I just dissociated...
Fast forward now CM isn't allowed to interact with me but yet I can still feel her hands on me, I have constant nightmares about it and I can't look at my school uniform without crying.
I want to report it to the police but my friend says not to because we are underage and they won't take us seriously, also if we wait until we're over 18 then we can get her a proper sentence. My only problem is that I'm not going to be making it to 18, definitely not. I don't know what to do anymore, I feel hopeless. What should I do?

Should I report CM to the police?
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no counselor to talk about that?
I’m so sorry to hear about that lovely I’ve been through Sa as-well and it’s not nice unfortunately I didn’t get my justice due to not enough evidence and blaming it on him being autistic , personally I would wait until you are 18 and hopefully you will get your justice, I am telling you now you will make it to 18 I know how hard things can be but try and be strong beautiful and try and speak to a counsellor about how you feel
i'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this😔 no one should ever have to deal with such a traumatic experience. honestly, what happened is unacceptable and you deserve to be heard. if you're feeling hopeless, please reach out to a trusted adult or counselor. they can guide you through the situation and offer support. as for reporting it, i understand the fear of not being taken seriously, but legal systems do prioritize cases involving minors. your safety and well-being are paramount!!! please don't hesitate to seek help now, rather than waiting till you're 18. take care and stay strong.❤️