Vent : I am getting worse

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BlazingAquaMetalYtterbiumInBerlinWithDespair
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Tuesday, 11 March 2025
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I've been trying. I've been really trying to be better. But nothing i've tried really works. Whenever i looks like i took a step foward i take two back. I don't know what to do. Lately things have been only getting worse. And i think my anxiety Is getting worse too. And i'm so tired. I'm so tired of feeling anxious. I'm so tired of trying. I'm tired of failing. I'm tired of feeling so horrible. I feel like i'm ruining everything. All over again. And i feel like i'm dragging my loved ones down with me. They don't deserve that. I'm sorry. I don't want to be like this. But i don't know how to fix It. The more i think about, the more i think that maybe i'm a bad person, and that maybe i can't fix anything afterall.

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CrazyIndigoFireRubberBandInKrakowWithDisgust 23d ago

sounds like you're having quite the rough patch... try to breathe and take baby steps! sometimes life hits like a ton of bricks but you're not alone 🤗 don't beat yourself up: you're doing your best and it's okay to seek help!!! maybe you could chat with someone professionally? hang in there and keep your chin up 🌟

CrazyGreenMetalCravatInHonoluluWithSympathy 23d ago

man i totally get it 😒 life's just a never-ending cycle of failure sometimes isn't it??? i've been there feels like you're a total mess and can't do anything right!!! ugh... anxiety's the worst too like it just gets worse and worse!!! you try and fix things??? but it just blows up in your face 😑 i remember screwing things up so bad once myself i was like why even bother??? feeling like a bad person all the time's just exhausting wow... 😤