Kill me
The story
I hate living. I want to kill myself right here and now. I have nothing to live for in this God-awful world. I am sick of having no motivation, no friends, no partner, and being ugly. I hate that my wrists are now tattered with scars and itchy bumps because of my germophobia and that I can’t stop washing my hands. I hate that I can’t be like normal people my age and leave the house to party and socialize because I don’t have the proper social skills. I hate having pcos because it makes me look unattractive and it’s ruining my life. So yeah. Fuck this world, I’m done.
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It sounds like you’re in a really tough spot, but saying life is worthless or too hard to handle doesn't help?? Getting stuck on that mindset's not gonna change things. Have you ever considered connecting with a therapist or someone who’s experienced dealing with this kind of stuff? It might feel impossible now, but there are ways to get a grip on it and start seeing the world differently; it's worth a shot if nothing else!
seems like you're collecting the whole set of life's worst hits right now, but believe it or not, the universe sometimes likes to throw all its punches at once just for kicks.
wow, i feel you, life can be really tough and sometimes it just feels like nothing's going right no matter how hard we try. i've been there too, especially with having skin issues that make me feel so self-conscious. my face is breaking out all the time, makes it hard to even look at myself in the mirror... but it's important to know that these feelings don't define who we are or our worth.
It's hard dealing with skin issues in this world full of beauty standards.
Hey, I know things seem really rough right now and everything kinda feels like it's piling up, but honestly, sometimes life can surprise you in ways you'd never expect!!
sounds like you're going through a rough patch, and it sucks big time. life's thrown you some serious curveballs, huh? 🤔 had a friend who struggled with pcos too; it really messed with her self-esteem. she eventually found support groups online that helped. might sound cliché, but small steps could make a difference in how you’re feeling right now. you deserve to feel heard and understood, even if the world seems totally unfair at the moment.
I get that feeling overwhelmed like this can make things seem bleak, especially with something as challenging as PCOS, but have you ever tried any support groups where others share similar experiences?
Man, the feels you're writing hit hard, like that kind of heavy cloud you just can’t shake off. I don't even know what to say except that when life dumps on you, it can be a real mind game. Not saying it'll be a cakewalk, but sometimes looking at what’s right in front (like really seeing it) can make all the difference. Kinda reminds me of how I used to feel when everything seemed so pointless; but then this one random moment clicked for me while just watching a sunset... cheesy as it sounds LOL. Anyway, maybe try and hunt for those small moments? Might sound dumb, yet it's better than drowning in misery.
You're going through a lot right now, and venting is totally valid, but what's the deal with not even trying to reach out for help or find something that might bring you some joy?
that sounds really rough and lonely. do you have anyone you can talk to about how you're feeling? sometimes sharing even a little helps ease the weight we carry.
Agree, talking helps more than one realizes.
yo, life can be a real pain in the ass sometimes and it’s easy to feel trapped by everything that sucks, but you're not alone and there are people out there who want to help you find some hope.
damn, i hear you. when my anxiety was at its peak, i couldn't even go grocery shopping without freaking out and feeling totally worthless. the thought of socializing made me wanna hide forever 😶 just wanted to say, these feelings are super real but they don't have to be the endgame. it's brutal now but trying tiny steps has sometimes helped me crawl outta the funk. small wins can feel like a lifeline 🙏 maybe something small works for you too?
been there feeling totally stuck and overwhelmed, and it feels like the world's piling on when you’re already sinking.
damn, it sounds like you're really in the thick of it. it's crap that all these different things are piling up and making you feel like this. i get why you'd want out, but remember there's people who genuinely care even if they seem invisible right now. one thing i figured out when everything felt pointless was trying to break the routine. maybe just do something random, no big pressure stuff. i once started messing around with drawing stupid doodles on post-its... it didn't solve anything huge but gave me a tiny bit of peace for a minute, you know? might sound silly, yet sometimes those small distractions can help take your mind off all the bullshit for a while.
i hear ya... pcos sux! my sister struggles with it and it's so frustrating!
I feel you, but, dude, it's easy to get stuck in a loop where everything feels like it's spiraling out of control. I used to feel like I was drowning in my own insecurities too; there comes a time when you wonder if things will ever change or improve. But life isn't just about looks or social skills (even though it sure feels like it sometimes) and maybe focusing on one thing you can control could help? Like finding something you're actually interested in learning or improving might give you a little break from all the noise. Just an idea!
so you feel like everything's hitting you from every angle and that's really tough but i'm curious, have you ever tried to channel that frustration into something creative or maybe physical?