Kill me
The story
I hate living. I want to kill myself right here and now. I have nothing to live for in this God-awful world. I am sick of having no motivation, no friends, no partner, and being ugly. I hate that my wrists are now tattered with scars and itchy bumps because of my germophobia and that I can’t stop washing my hands. I hate that I can’t be like normal people my age and leave the house to party and socialize because I don’t have the proper social skills. I hate having pcos because it makes me look unattractive and it’s ruining my life. So yeah. Fuck this world, I’m done.
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It sounds like you’re in a really tough spot, but saying life is worthless or too hard to handle doesn't help?? Getting stuck on that mindset's not gonna change things. Have you ever considered connecting with a therapist or someone who’s experienced dealing with this kind of stuff? It might feel impossible now, but there are ways to get a grip on it and start seeing the world differently; it's worth a shot if nothing else!