Kinda wanna end it all but at the same time cant
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Honestly i wanna end it like honestly i feel like no one cares and even if they did i know id just be memory after a long time so it doesn’t even matter im going insane like idk dude i hear voices and audible and sometimes visual shit fucking terrifies me like dude and my low self worth thats in the negatives i hate my self i feel like im the cause of my fathers death and he died in front of me i seen him die when i was twelve and i was a failure as a child a disappointment i dont even see myself as human im just spare parts with a price tag lien the only thing worth is my organs eyes and whatever else like thats how worthless i am and no one ever chooses me and well im at the edge and idk anymore ima be honest ima keep botteling this up like samething with friends im not someone s best friend i just exist god sometimes i cant wait till i die and if i kill myself im gonna do it with life insurance so i could finally be able to do something for once in my life god
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man, i'm so sorry to hear you're going through all this 💔 it sounds incredibly tough and like you're shouldering a lot on your own ;; feeling like spare parts is brutal... those voices and visions must be super scary too; have you thought about talking to a pro? might help lighten the load just a bit. we're here for you if you wanna vent more!!!
sounds like you're going through a lot right now; i'm really sorry to hear that. feeling like nobody cares is tough, but that doesn't mean it's true??? sometimes our minds can trick us into believing stuff that's not quite accurate. the idea of being just spare parts with a price tag sounds really intense and dehumanizing; i wonder what small steps you might take to change that perception? it could be helpful to challenge these thoughts and start seeing value in yourself beyond how you perceive others view you. hang in there 💪
Dude, this sounds heavy. Feeling like you're just spare parts is rough as hell... but seriously, why do you think no one cares???? Ever considered reaching out to someone who might surprise you? Sometimes we underestimate how much of a damn people give. You mentioned life insurance—what makes you feel like that's your only value?