so here's the deal: i'm in this so-called 'committed' relationship, right? and i'm feeling kinda alone even when we've got each other nearby. like we literally sit on the same couch binge-watching some dumb series but there's this massive gap between us. i mean what's up with that???? 😕 i've tried to talk about it too many times, wanting things to change or at least have a decent conversation. but guess what??? it's like talking to a brick wall! he nods yeah uh-huh but nothing really happens next... frustrating much???? 😑

anyway, why's it gotta be like this!!! feelin' isolated in your own house when your partner's supposed to be your person...the one you're vibing with!!! it ain't cool. sometimes i wonder if he even gets how lonely it feels. i mean doesn't help that when i bring it up he's either tuned out or just dismisses it totally. like hello!!!!! i'm trying to share my feelings here ???? 🙄

isn't communication suppose to be key or something!!!?? well not much luck in unlocking anything around here except more annoyance!!! i try being clear okay and maybe i'm not the perfect communicator myself but come on i've made efforts...and it's frustrating if you know what i mean ? can't be bothered no more. there’s only so many times you can bang your head against a wall without getting tired of the headache already.

so yeh here i am venting online cause real life convos are stalled ???? sometimes u just need to get stuff out ya know? hoping for advice or shared experiences (not pity puh-lease!) anyone else felt like ur actually single while being very much taken ??? don't wanna give ultimatums but wondering how long b4 it's time we had another chat wit arrows instead of cushions 🙄

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