scared of sex
The story
man, i've gotta get this out there. so i'm 19 and been dating this girl for a while now. she's great, don't get me wrong. but here's my thing: she's had sex before and i haven't. yep, still a virgin at 19. some might say that's no big deal, but let me tell you it's starting to feel like one. felt pretty confident about life till now, and suddenly bam – insecurity galore.
we talk about it sometimes and she's cool with it but talks like i should be doing a TED talk or something on all things sex-related cause i'm missing out BIG TIME. really helpful in making me feel better (not). i know sex is natural and blah blah blah but let's face it, the first time's got its own terrifying charm, right? every bit of advice feels like it's from someone who's light years ahead in some intergalactic space race i never knew existed. guess what really grinds my gears is that whole expectation game society plays where guys are supposed to just know stuff by default as if the manual popped out along with the birth certificate or something... sigh...
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hey, totally get where you're coming from. it's kinda annoying how society puts all this pressure on guys to just "know" these things like magic. but honestly, everyone's journey is different. if she's cool with it, then maybe just focus on being comfortable and true to yourself instead of trying to catch up to some imaginary standard.
have you talked to her about how you're feeling exactly?