i really want this guy to hear me once idk why
The story
I'm struggling to get over a guy named Prasoon. Even though some time has passed, I still find myself thinking about him. There's a song, "Shaky Shaky," that he once told me about. Every time I hear it, I'm transported back to the feelings I had when he first shared it with me and during our conversations.
Our relationship had its ups and downs. Eventually, he expressed a desire to live a "straight life," believing that being gay wasn't good for his mental health. Hearing this was a setback for me, and it made me reluctant to pursue him further. However, despite everything, I can't shake the feeling that we belong together. These thoughts constantly resurface and I can't seem to get past them.
One day, after a brief conversation, I asked him to cut off contact, and he agreed. Later, I asked him if he wanted to see me again, and he gave a clear "no."
Now, I'm at a loss about what to do with these persistent feelings of missing him. I wonder if it's just my hormones dictating these emotions, as Prasoon suggested
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Man, I get how hard it is to shake those feelings off, but it sounds like you're holding onto something that's only bringing you down;;; That thing Prasoon said about living a "straight life" seems like a pretty clear indication that he's made up his mind about the situation. I've been there too, holding onto someone who just wasn't right for me, and it's tough to keep questioning and doubting yourself over it. The mind can play weird games when we're stuck in the past, ya know? Maybe it's not just hormones, maybe it's the comfort of what was familiar that's messing with your head? It's like when you hear a song and it takes you back to where you were; music's got that kind of power, but don't let it anchor you to a situation you've grown out of. Just be kinder to yourself, move forward; you'll eventually find someone who aligns with what you're looking for.
yeah but I am trying
oh man, I totally get where you're coming from! it's wild how a song like "Shaky Shaky" can bring all those feelings rushing back, right? 😅 it's like every beat reminds you of a time when things were different, when you were happy and things felt a bit more certain. i’ve felt the same way about certain songs with people from my past; it’s amazing how music can stick with you like that. as for Prasoon wanting to live a "straight life," that's a heavy thing to hear… makes you wonder if he was being true to himself, or maybe just trying to fit into society's mold, you know? i remember a time I tried to make a relationship work even though it was clear the other person wasn’t on the same page; it’s rough and totally draining. do you think giving yourself some space from those memories might help ease the feelings?
hey, I can totally relate to what you're going through. it's crazy how certain songs become milestones in our lives, right? every time you hear "Shaky Shaky," it hits like a wave of nostalgia and pulls you back to those deep conversations with Prasoon. i've had my own soundtracks to relationships, and those beats and lyrics just stick with you. emotions can feel all over the place when someone you care about makes a big change like deciding to live a "straight life." wondering if it's really about his mental health or maybe external pressures? it must be tough to let go when you still feel such a strong connection. do you think talking it out with someone close to you might help clear your head a bit? 🤔
dude, i feel ya so much on this!!! music has this insane power to take us back like some kinda time machine, right? that feeling when you hear "shaky shaky" and boom, you're back to those moments with Prasoon; it's wild how strong memories can be. honestly, i think it's something almost everyone goes through, holding onto those good times even if things have changed a lot. i remember when i was in a similar spot, i clung to the past too, and music just made it so vivid 😅 sometimes letting go seems hard, but you never know, there might be new and awesome stuff waiting ahead... have you thought about making new memories with different vibes? it can really help with moving forward 😊
man, i gotta say, it sounds like you're stuck in nostalgia mode with that "shaky shaky" tune, but honestly, it's kinda time to move on 😒... dwelling on those memories and that dude Prasoon ain't doing you no favors. you gotta ask yourself if hangin' on to something that's clearly not workin' is worth the headache; it’s like chasin’ a rainbow, y’know? been there, done that, and trust me, it ain't pretty. by the way, when someone flat-out tells you "no" when you ask if they wanna see you again, it's pretty clear, isn't it? holding on is just delaying the inevitable and honestly, sounds like you're just torturing yourself for no reason 🤷♂️? time to shake things up, bro, and find someone who respects and wants the real you.
hey, i get how you feel attached to that "shaky shaky" song and the memories with Prasoon, but maybe it's time to shift your perspective a bit? seriously, holding onto the past can make it tough to see the positives right in front of you; those feelings might just be clouding your judgment and keeping you stuck. it's like having your emotional playlist stuck on repeat, you know? i get that it sucks when someone doesn't reciprocate your feelings, but maybe focusing on yourself and what brings you joy could open up a whole new world of possibilities 😅!!! after all, life has so much more to offer, and who knows what exciting stuff might be right around the corner!