Hello. I'm 24 years old. I'm a virgin. I've never even kissed a girl, let alone been in a relationship or anything more than that. I don't know how to talk to girls; my mind just goes blank, and I simply don't know how to "game" or flirt. Back when I used to step out of my comfort zone and approach or message a girl, I was always met with looking down on me. When I think about it, I don't even care that much about sex as much as I care about that feeling of closeness, hugging, cuddling, and knowing that someone loves me and that I matter to them.

In front of my friends, I act cold and pretend it doesn't affect me, but the hard truth is that I often cry about it inside my four walls, and lately, I've been having outbursts of anger where I punch my pillow. It doesn't help either that I have a 16 cm penis. Thoughts often race through my mind that if I somehow manage to find a girl one day, she won't even feel me during sex if she's been with guys who are bigger. I'm afraid I won't be enough for her and that she'll leave me because of it.

Anyway, that's it in short. I tried to keep it as brief as possible, otherwise I could write a whole novel about it. I just had to get this off my chest and feel at least a little bit better.

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