How I have being feeling lately
The story
I feel pathetic, i feel like I'm going back to that dark and deep black hole where all started, i feel people's judgement and disgusted stares, i feel how my chest hurts so bad, it's like my heart it's being squeezed and it's about to burst but at rhe same time i feel empty, hollow, like something in my chest it's missing, i can't wait all this anymore i just wanna cry myself out until i fall asleep and never wake up....
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i just want to say you're definitely not alone in feeling this way. i've been in that "dark and deep black hole" too and it's no joke. 😞 there was a time when it felt like everything was crashing down on me, just like you described with your heart feeling like it's about to burst and yet being empty at the same time. it's like a cruel joke, right?!?
you know, people's judgement can be so harsh; it's like everyone's got an opinion, and sometimes it feels like they're all looking and pointing, even if they're not. i've had those moments when i've felt the weight of all those stares too, and trust me, it's rough. but, the thing is, sometimes we might be our own toughest critics, more than anyone else out there.
when you say you "just wanna cry yourself out until you fall asleep and never wake up," i totally understand where you're coming from, although i hope you recognize the strength in letting it out; i mean, crying can be so cathartic even if it feels helpless in the moment. 🤗 sometimes, it might just be a sign that it's time to reach out or find a new way to tackle things. hang in there, okay? you're stronger than you think, and there's light somewhere in that tunnel, even if it feels impossible to see right now!