FUKED UP SINCE BIRTH
The story
let me begin from the beginning from the moment I was born. I was born into a period financially extremely stressed, violent aggressive family. I had some problem in my penis and I have to get surgery which was extremely painful at the age of 3. since January I realised that it was different from others and it got me insecurity. I was not able to speak properly and there from many places. We also do this. It was very embarrassing. I had a surgery at the age of and it was excruciatingly painful. However, this is the first. not talking about family, I was always in constant fear because we had taken that we had changed so many hours had broken violence and my family got a park and I had to earn from a very early language and take possibility of my morher. alongside this shit. There was also sexual identity crisis in childhood because I thought I was attracted to Voice and I tried to make intimate relation. Always. My heart just went up and it exploded like hell and later I discovered it was OCDNADSD all along and it was a living nightmare. Now I haven’t reached all this shit Father family. Everyone lived in a small home below beside our home because it was not a very good place was a cheap place, and therefore I grew up in that I studied on my own. I topped on my own. I did debates. I’ve done all of them. I was popular. I stories way too long, so I just want to submit by saying that I don’t know what to do. Anyway I am into teaching kids and I will 25 this year and there are many more things. I don’t know how to explain because, otherwise, the contacts wouldn’t be complete.
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It's quite surprising how you've managed to achieve a lot despite facing such immense challenges growing up; however, one must wonder whether you're fully acknowledging the psychological impact these experiences might still be having on your life today.
yes I was diagnosed with OCD later and took medications but left them later which led to relapse and destroyed me financially and all relationships I made. Then got obsessed over someone again, gave them my all and now again have restarted my meds
it's truly impressive how you've persevered through such adversities and emerged with a passion for teaching. while those early experiences were undoubtedly challenging, it's inspiring to see your determination and resilience shining through. perhaps focusing on building a supportive community around you and seeking guidance could be beneficial as you continue on this journey.
I want to give an important exam which will change my life but then again when I sit to study my body resists because of the extreme hardwork required and maybe because it is so damn exhaousted by the past and chronic OCD and ADHD since childhood. Ironically I logged to teach and learn but the vadt syllabus I dont know. Everyone believes I can crack it but my body just resists.
honestly, it sounds like you're carrying a lot from your past, but aren't we all to some extent??? you got a rough start, sure, but ain't life just that way sometimes? struggling with identity, financial issues, and family drama – it's not exactly unique?? 🙄 kudos for pushing through and teaching kids though. that's where the real impact happens!!! maybe focus on ironing out those lingering insecurities before diving headfirst into new challenges. gotta give yourself that buffer of self-awareness!!