I know am like her
The story
I know am like her. That's actually they main reason i can't stand her. Cause She thinks she sooo good and i'm the dirt under her feet but we're so much like each other. Better yet. She think we're not similiar at all and even openly said she dislikes me. Since i was like 7. Which f you. But also guess what? You're exactly like me. I know i'm Just as bad if not worse. I've been aware of that since forever. since she does nothing but remind me how bad and horrible i am. I've tried addressing this stuff to her. But to her? This Is normal. All the messed up stuff She does Is normal cause "She had It worse." And She Just gets worse. Maybe stewing in hate won't help. But since i can't talk to her since she won't listen. And i can't leave right now, venting and ignoring her Is the only thing i can do. (When i'll be able to leave i will. Even if just to get a break from her.) And honestly i think i have the whole right to be mad and hate her for wounds she caused. And i know for a fact what she does isn't right and i'm tired of pretending It Is. She doesn't deserve It. Cause she's not only horrible to me, and she's not only horrible to every since animal she "saved" once she gets bored and tired of them. She's horrible to others of our family too. She Just makes strangers thinks she's this adorable little princess. And yeah she did have It worse. But guess what? She stayed, for people who didn't care about her. She stayed and stewed in hate her whole Life and brought me with her. And now she's giving all that hate to me. I have the whole right to hate what she did and nothing will change my mind. Since realisticly speaking. I'll never be able to tell any of this, She never listens anyway. I am like her. A lot. But i'm trying to improve. I'm trying to be better. I am a bad person. But i don't scream at others day and night about minimal issues i brought uppon my self. I don't torture others for every single mistake they ever made. I don't "ban" crying cause it's not a good enough reason. I don't hurt others the way she does. She's stuck in the fantasy that she's perfect and above everyone else and She always will be. And i refuse to forgive her for that. ever.
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i get you're going through a rough patch with her, but maybe there's two sides to this; sounds like there's unresolved issues; calling yourself a "bad person" seems a bit harsh 🤔; maybe try to find common ground, even if it's tough; sometimes people just don't see their own flaws; venting helps but can also keep you stuck in a loop; keep working on bettering yourself, it might help more than hating.
I've been dealing with difficult people all my life, so I get it, but your reaction seems pretty intense; perhaps there's more to this?!! Everybody has imperfections, and it's worth considering how you might also be contributing to the situation; harboring animosity often backfires and no one's perfect, so why not focus on self-improvement instead?!! I’ve found turning the other cheek far more rewarding in past disputes; are you genuinely working on growth or just deflecting blame?!!
i hear you, and it sounds frustrating, but it also seems like there's a bit of projection going on here 🤔; you mention being similar to her, yet you're blaming her for everything; who's holding you back from making changes or moving on??! self-reflection might be the key here, but are you really ready for that?!! it's easy to point fingers, but at some point, you gotta deal with your own stuff too!!!!
i know you're feeling overwhelmed, but it really sounds like you're projecting a lot here 😅; everybody's got flaws, right? but you've got to ask yourself, why are you letting her have this much power over you? "holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die." why not channel that energy into something productive? personal growth is a journey, not a destination; have you considered finding a neutral avenue for communication?