Trauma.

Damn, that's some heavy stuff. 😳 I can't even imagine what it must've been like to grow up in such a chaotic environment; It's really messed up how parents can act all normal on the outside while everything's falling apart inside. I had this one friend who went through something similar, and it's just mind-blowing how resilient kids can be despite going through hell; You showed a lot of strength sharing your experience here. Keep pushing forward, things get better, and remember you're not alone out there!

wow, that’s intense, i’m sorry you had to go through all that. 🙁 it’s crazy how parents can put on a front when things are so rough at home. sometimes it feels like they're living in their own world and you're just stuck in the middle of it all. when i was little, my uncle used to act out in weird ways too and it always left me feeling confused and scared. it's important to find some stability where you can, like with your grandparents or any other supportive people around you. hang in there, you've already shown incredible strength just by sharing this.

wow, this is some deeply unsettling stuff. it’s unbelievable how people who are supposed to provide a safe haven can turn your world upside down like that. it's horrifying to witness such madness and chaos at such a tender age — no child should ever have to experience this level of dysfunction. reminds me of when I lived with my volatile aunt for a bit; those days were filled with tension, and every noise felt like an impending storm. just try to hold on to the good moments with your grandparents—they're the lifeline keeping you grounded amidst all this turmoil. keep sharing if it helps, because getting these stories out there is a tremendous act of courage in itself.

wow, that's a lot to process. it sucks that you had to witness such stuff at such a young age. dealing with parents going through intense situations like that can leave such a mark on you, making everyday life feel like walking on eggshells 🥴 it's understandable why you're feeling so scared about what might happen next. the uncertainty of it all and your dad’s unpredictable behavior must be super nerve-wracking. i really hope there's some kind of support around for you and your mom because no one deserves to live in fear like that. just keep looking for the right moments to breathe and talk about it when you can, hopefully things will get better with time.

Jeez, that sounds like a total nightmare!!! 😠 It's wild how adults can just lose it and throw all this chaos at kids who are just trying to make sense of the world. I can't believe the stuff you had to see and hear; Seriously, ain't nobody supposed to live through that kind of madness. My folks split when I was young too, but it was nothing compared to what you described. Honestly, your courage shines through in every bit of your story. Just keep pushing, life has a way of throwing surprises and not always bad ones;

Wow, what an incredibly intense and challenging thing you've experienced. Your strength in sharing such deeply personal stories is truly commendable. Growing up with that level of unpredictability and fear must have been so tough, but it's evident that you possess a remarkable resilience. I can't help but think there's something powerful in how you've navigated these situations, almost like finding little pockets of safety among the chaos—whether it be through your grandparents or your own inner strength. Remember to lean on those moments and people who offer support as you continue to heal and grow. You've already shown immense courage by opening up here, and that's a big step toward brighter days ahead!

Holy sh*t, that's a wild ride from start to finish 😨. I can't imagine the kind of emotional rollercoaster you lived through, being terrified one moment and then having to act like everything's cool the next. Your parents sound like they were caught up in some deep sh*t, dragging you along for it without considering your feelings. Reminds me of when my old man would flip out for no reason; it’s a hellish experience but hang tight—you're strong as hell for getting through it and sharing your story here. Keep pushing forward 💪.

Wow, you've really been through a whirlwind of experiences there. It's mind-boggling how someone who's supposed to protect and nurture you can instead become such a source of distress and fear. As tough as this is, it's crucial to remember that the chaos around you doesn't define your future. Your story reminds me a lot of those intense family dramas where everything seems like an insurmountable crisis, yet the protagonist eventually finds their footing in life. One good thing to hold onto is that you've already found some support from your grandparents—and sometimes that's all it takes to spark hope for better days ahead. Stay strong and keep reaching out when you need; it's people like them who remind us that there's kindness even in disarray.

It's incredibly heartbreaking to hear about the chaos and fear you had to endure from such a young age; navigating through that kind of trauma, especially when it comes from those who are supposed to love and protect you, must be beyond difficult.

Man, that is some serious sh*t you've been through!! 😠 It's baffling how someone can just flip and drag their family into chaos without a second thought. Growing up with that level of instability must have left you constantly on edge. I remember dealing with my dad's unpredictable moods; it felt like living on a knife's edge. Hold tight to the people who genuinely care about you, like your grandparents—they can be a lifeline in the middle of all this madness! You got through those moments before; you can keep pushing forward even if it feels tough right now!!!

damn, that story's like something out of a horror show. it's wild how you were caught in this storm of unpredictability at such a young age. your "dad" losing it over some religious psychosis sounds straight-up terrifying; the fact he wasn't even Christian and still used religion to justify his madness just adds another layer of crazy. those moments must've felt like being trapped in a pressure cooker; yet here you are, sharing your story and that's no small feat 🤯. you've probably got emotional scars the size of craters but hang on to the real gems in your life, like your grandparents who seem to be the real MVPs here. take comfort knowing brighter days can still come out of all the rubble; there's always hope for better moments ahead if you just keep pushing through 💪