Studying, Family duties, overwhelming.
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So apparently I don’t really care if this site it safe or not, I listen to way too many people vent in real life, and I couldn’t get a person to rely on myself, and it’s eating me inside. Whenever I feel stressed, I solve math problems, it increases the level of stress but at least it’s all covered up. It makes me forget about my past mistakes
And now here I am, venting here instead because I tried venting to people in my family but ended up in a disaster. My mom always mention that I’m the problem from letting her into peace, if I wasn’t born then she would have flown to Korea. I mean it’s true, it is. I’m blocking her. I just feel bad for others, and I don’t have time to think about myself, but when I mention this problem to others, why do they all just say that I’m too selfish when I’m too selfless? People at school uses me. For money, for food, or because they don’t have friends to sit with on the school bus. I do have a lot of friends, thanks to my personality, but when will be the day that I stop venting online and vent on my classmates on auto pilot mode? I bet they’ll all leave me.
How do you get rid of stress?
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i kinda get what you're saying but it seems like you're maybe overthinking it 🤔 everyone got some family drama i guess so it's not just you: you know people might not mean to use you maybe they're just being friendly 🤷♂️ venting online is alright if it makes you feel better but no need to worry they won't leave just for that.
always best to find a balance between being selfless and looking after yourself too, pretty important to stay chill and keep it real 😊
it's understandable that you're going through a tough phase but maybe the way you're seeing things isn't totally accurate; we've all got past mistakes and family stuff but it's not always helpful to dwell too much you know?? in my own experience focusing on what I can control has really changed things for me!!! "what lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us" as the saying goes learning to vent is okay but also try finding more productive ways to process things i found meditation and exercise really refreshing when I felt stuck💡 maybe your friends aren't using you intentionally and it's a perspective thing 🙌 it's all about finding that balance between selflessness and self-care; both matter a lot!!!