they called me Blacksheep of the Fam

hi! just wanna share you this since i couldn't take it anymore. I'm a woman, 20 yrs old. Honestly, ever since childhood I've been obeying my parents, I ALWAYS OBEY, i'm clever and stubborn lol (what can i say 'bout a 10 yrs old kid). ever since, my parents call me their only hope, their daughter that will take care of everything. and honestly, i'm pressured not to mention the fact that they've been limiting my freedom. i can't go out with friends at night, i can't JUST go anywhere in picnics especially with my friends even if they are girls. whenever i go i need to tell them, who am i with etc. my mother knows i have a boyfriend but my father doesn't. i keep hidden because they hate me having a boyfriend. when i got to college, i started going out a lot, experiencing life, learning things. and THEY HATE IT, they only want me to stuck my head in school, not going anywhere or even do anything. I've had enough so i started doing it a lot more often. ever since then, they got disappointed at me, keep comparing me to my half sister, slapped me too by the way, threaten me to stop going to school, cut off my allowance twice, and even had the wrong idea about me and my boyfriend (my half sis). yknow what frustrated me the most? i actually swear and cursed at her knowing i was not like that. My sister took a screenshot on me and bf's messenger conversation and sent it to my OLDER SIS, (it was my freaking privacy why the hell would they do that). they read how i chat to my man especially when i told him we'll go this house. they were so mad lol. we did'nt even do anything that time. what irritated me the most is that both my half sis and my old sis (not my real sister btw), started hating and calling me out, because of the screenshot convo. they even told me i'm a disgusting woman. and that pains me the most. like why? how could they do that both?. it would be honest if they just scolded me or opened this up to me DIRECTLY but they did not, they were talking about me on their conversation online. and i was reading since i opened my older sister's account. ever since then i started distancing myself to them. i hate them for what they did. i always gets left out whenever they're having a bonding. ever since that happened, i started lying more, i wanted to rebel, i always go out more, doing things they hate me to do, not following THEIR RULES, and started not giving a fck to them. and i was the happiest . they called me the black sheep one, the careless daughter, stupid, SELFISH that thinks only her self. it quite hurts honestly but what can i say?... i'm just really drained i don't know what to do anymore. the family that supposed to support me just drains me a lot. don't get me wrong, i love them even after that but..it's just killing me...

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