I met some gooner friends online just to get dismissed
The story
This is gonna sound fucking dumb but I sometimes go online to make friends, people to chill out and... goon with. Its been something I do for years but you never get anyone truly long term, its all short term or you get ghosted. You get used to it. I recently met someone who was real good though. This person who would like all the same things I liked, we vibed well, we talked well. We'd talk all night sometimes. We found out we lived in the same state and might consider doing limited friendly things in the future. Now he blocked me. He blocked me because it turned out he'd rather goon with others and didnt actually care about me. I basically tricked myself really believing this person was different, they were special. Everything lined up, I mean everything lined up. I gave them a little bit of pushback, because they blew me off to hang with others this one time. At first I wasn't bothered by it but then they started to avoid me. I tried talking it out like adults, and they did talk with me. But after that they just fucking cut me out. I thought I did a good thing trying to speak my mind, not at all harshly or angry. Civil, no anger, not yelling, just a clean and honest talk. We established in our friendship to be open and honest. And yet I am rewarded with being dismissed once again proving my point all along. I don't want to be proven right, I wish I was wrong. I thought I made a good friend and I wish I did, over some dumb fucking gooning. Its so stupid. How, or where am I supposed to vent about that? I can't talk about something like that with anyone personally. Its... fucked up. I hate this, and I don't even think this site or whatever the fuck was even a good idea. But fuck it we ball I guess. Ugh. I should quit this stupid shit entirely.
