No one cares about you
The story
hey so i've been planning my birthday for weeks now, sent out invites wayy in advance, you know? super excited cause i finally got a chance to catch up with my friends, all of them together. but reality check - everyone and i mean every single one of them is pulling out last minute with these 'reasons.' like bruh"seriously though"have we reached that stage of adulthood where this is the norm? makes me wonder if my friendships mean as much to them as they do to me 😞it's crazy cause we used to be tight knit. i get being busy but you'd think they'd at least try harder not gonna lie i'm starting to feel like the ugly friend who doesn't fit anymore haha socially awkward af half the time anyway (embarrassment overload) "aint nobody got time for this..." people quoting lines from famous movies or making bold statements which don't really sit right in actual situations just leaves you hanging feels lonely aint it. guess i'm lucky enough to have a few text messages and memes keeping me company but ayyye who wouldn't love some hearty laughter in person once in a while? idk maybe i'm overthinking; probably should've adjusted our collective expectations ages ago didn't wanna make everything about me and come off as petty but man was kinda looking forward to having real ones around: that authentic energy when everyone's under one roof and we're vibing like days past ugh adulting strikes again?
