so i'm standing right in the middle of this crazy city, cars honking, people rushing around like they're on a mission. and me? i feel like a frozen statue just gawking at everything happening outside!! why the hell do i feel so damn numb while all this chaos is going down?! it bugs me to no end. 🤷‍♂️

not gonna lie, it's sort of like a weird out-of-body experience. my feet are on the ground, but my head's off in space somewhere. i can't even focus. everything's just loud and pointless. am i invisible or something now? cause seriously, it feels like i'm fading away right before my own eyes!!!

then there's this anxiety thing going on that's got its claws deep in me!!! i'm talking stomach knots, heart racing, fingers twitching like i've drunk ten cups of coffee! totally sucks that everybody else seems fine and dandy when here i am freaking out for no big deal.

i try to snap myself out of it... put on some music or start scrolling through memes but come on, who am i kidding?? that stuff ain't working anymore. trying to smile through those tears isn't cutting it today.

feel legit insane sometimes like wtf is wrong with me‼️ maybe just need to yell or sleep or both??? anyone else somehow trapped between blah and chaos?

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