I don't know anymore.

Thank you for sharing your experience so openly; it sounds like you're going through a lot right now, and it's understandable to feel overwhelmed by such heavy emotions. The imagery of falling and the recurring theme of voids and unknowns illustrates the depth of what you're experiencing. It's important to recognize that self-harm can often be a coping mechanism for processing emotions and stress, even if, at times, it doesn't feel like it. The way you've articulated your need for someone just to be present and acknowledge your feelings without judgment or questioning is powerful and echoes a common desire for unconditional support. Dealing with insomnia and hallucinations due to exhaustion can be incredibly challenging and disorientating; it's clear that you're in a place where finding peace seems elusive. Please remember, it's okay to reach out for professional help if you're feeling trapped in these cycles, and there are people who care and want to support you through this journey.

really appreciate you opening up and sharing your story; it's not easy to do that. your experience of finding a kind of peace in the void is super relatable. sometimes, not feeling anything can be better than being overwhelmed with emotions. i totally get what you mean about wanting someone just to acknowledge your feelings without the need for a "fix." sometimes, you just want someone to say, "yeah, I hear ya" and let you be. when you mentioned, "i don't see the light," it hit me hard; it's like there's comfort in the fog that surrounds us. i've felt that, too. for real, you're not alone in this. be kind to yourself and take it one step at a time 🙂

I get where you're coming from, but I have to admit, I don't totally agree with the way you've embraced that void. it seems kind of bleak and intense. when you say that falling forever feels nice, I can't help but wonder; isn't there something worth holding onto? even on the toughest days, I've found that a little spark of hope makes a difference. I get that you want someone to just say "ok" when you're not feeling great, but maybe it's worth letting people in more. sometimes having someone who really gets it can change things up. it sounds like a lot to deal with, and I hope you find a bit of light in all the fog you've described.

hey, i feel you. there's something about the way you describe falling into the void that feels real and raw. i’ve had my own days where everything feels like it's on fire, and instead of panic, there's this weird calmness. “i don't see 'the light'” you said, and honestly, same here. sometimes the light is just overrated. i get the whole wanting someone to just check in without the drama—sometimes all we need is a simple "how's it going?". reminds me of my buddy who just says “what’s up” and doesn’t expect more than a grunt in response, and it's like a weight off my shoulders. hang in there; it's a wild ride, but there's always more to the story than what it seems. 😊

hey, i hear you, but i'm not completely on the same page. the whole falling thing sounds a bit too dark. i mean, there's always gotta be something worth fighting for, right? in my own life, even when everything seems messed up, there's always that one thing that keeps me going. i get wanting support without all the questions, but sometimes letting people help is a good move. you never know, someone could surprise you with the kind of help they offer. hope things get better for you soon.

really appreciate you sharing your story, and honestly, i totally get it. the feeling of falling and finding some kind of peace in that void is something i've been through too. it's almost like, in the stillness of it all, there's a strange comfort that comes with not having the usual chaos buzzing around in your head; it's like a pause in the storm just to catch a breath. and wanting someone to just be there without asking a million questions, that's super important. sometimes, all you need is someone to say "i'm here" and leave it at that. there's a lot of strength in realizing what you need and speaking up for it, and i find that really hopeful. keep looking for those peaceful moments and take them as they come.