I want to talk
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Hey there! I'm reaching out from this space because I really need to chat, but finding the right person to talk to... Well, it's complicated. I'm 19, and being a female in this rapidly evolving world sometimes feels like navigating through a maze with no clear exit... The desire for genuine conversation is strong, but I'm at a crossroads when it comes to whom I should open up to. Can you relate? I've tried reaching out to friends, family, even strangers on the internet, but something holds me back each time. It's as though there's this invisible barrier that stops me from pouring my heart out fully. Maybe it's the fear of judgment or maybe it's just the uncertainty of how they'll respond. 🤷♀️
I've always believed in the power of words, but it's puzzling how, in this digital age, we're more connected than ever, yet finding a genuine, open conversation feels so rare. "Isn't it ironic?" Every time I think about reaching out, I get flooded with what-ifs that make me retreat into my shell. But I'm determined!!! I want to open up and talk; to share my thoughts and feelings with someone who'd truly listen. The positivity lies in hope that someday, I will find that person who makes the interaction worthwhile.❤ In the meantime, the quest continues, and I'll keep searching for that special someone out there who resonates with my words, and somehow, makes sense of this journey; I hold onto the belief that every conversation has the potential to be a stepping stone towards understanding and connection.
How is the vibe here? :)
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Hey there... I relate to you alot.. I'm a 21 yr girl... and I feel the same way as you... I'm literally trying online to chat with someone who's really genuine and would understand me.. and I would get to listen to there problems and would understand life better... last few days have been very weird for me... I started with search of apps for venting out... and later I ended up on a friendship/dating app ... talking to weirdos...who just skips u by seeing ur pics and bios... I don't really know what the hell is this...ppl are literally just horny or ... half of the times they just say hi hru from age ... any truth dare question ... end of the convo... like I really want to open out my heart about what I'm going through... but really can't find one..or u can say even I have a fear of judgement .. or I feel like it's just me going through this problem... everyone's happy... nobody relatable...I'm always stuck in bw .. it's like I want to tell about myself... but at the same time I don't... cuz it's like whyyy ... why are u opening urself so much... ik I should rather focus on my studies... but uk sometimes u just want someone to listen to and hear to... and bcoz of these things.. few days ago I got desperate and talked with someone .. and now I kinda regret it... it's like I don't want attachments now... it's been really hard... I want to connect with ppl and at the same time I don't want to... cuz I don't want to do anything which I'll regret later !
Sorry for ranting out so much.... but my heart was filled with these things... I hope u found something sensible from this lol .
Take care !
Thank you 🩷
It's crazy how we're surrounded by people and yet feel like it's tough to find someone who really listens, isn't it? 👍 I'm a bit older but I've been there, you know; It's almost like the more connected we are online, the harder it gets to have those deep, genuine convos. I've found that opening up can be super daunting, but when you do find that person who gets you, it's pure magic.
I remember feeling super overwhelmed by everything at your age too, just trying to figure out who I could trust with my thoughts. Yeah, it can be rough, but hang in there because sometimes it takes a bit of patience to find the right vibe with someone who matches your wavelength; Funny enough, sometimes the people we least expect to connect with are the ones who surprise us the most. Keep being open, and I bet you'll find that connection you're looking for! Keep your chin up and don't lose hope; the journey is just as important as the destination!
i totally feel what you're going through! it's wild how hard it can be to find someone to truly open up to. the fear of being judged or misunderstood is real; we're all navigating through this crazy world just trying to find our people. i remember when i was 19, it felt like a maze too—always trying to figure out who could handle my thoughts without freaking out. just keep putting yourself out there and staying hopeful. you'll find that genuine connection eventually. it might take time but it's worth it when you finally click with someone who understands you. hang in there! 😊
i get it; the struggle is so real. feeling like you're in a maze with no exit is spot on. why is it that we're more connected than ever but real convos are so rare? it's pretty ironic. i remember trying to talk to my friends and it always felt like talking to a wall. do you think it's fear of judgment holding you back? it's frustrating, but maybe it's worth a shot to just say, "whatever," and pour your heart out to someone. what's the worst that can happen? 🤷♂️