is this passive depression?
The story
i have been sh free for four years and that ended today. but today i realized almost everyday for the past four years ive thought about sh or wanting to kms but i just convinced myself that the depression diagnoisis is wrong and that im happy and content with my life when everything has been wrong. everyday i wake up and wish i died in my sleep or driving to school in a car crash or maybe something would fall on me or i would just be unlucky and fall through a floor or something. ive never told this to anyone ever. my world has been crashing down on me this year i hate me i hate college apps i hate life and school and everything. i am confused and sad and tired. help
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Man, that sounds so rough. 😳 It's like everything just keeps piling up until you can't even see straight anymore. I get why you're feeling confused and tired; it's a lot to carry on your own. Maybe try sharing with someone close or finding some support? It's not easy, but it might lighten the load a bit.