Suicide vent

Hey, first and foremost, I just want to say thank you for sharing your story. It takes a lot of courage to open up about what you're going through, especially when it's as heavy as what you've described. It sounds like you're really struggling with some overwhelming thoughts and emotions right now, and that can be incredibly tough to handle on your own. I'm glad you reached out here, even if it's anonymously.

Feeling like nobody truly understands what you're going through can be isolating, but please know that there are people who care about you and want to help. Have you considered reaching out to a different therapist or counselor who might be able to provide the support and understanding you need? Sometimes finding the right professional can make a big difference in how we manage our mental health.

Also, have you thought about talking to your mom again and explaining how serious your feelings are? Maybe she didn't fully grasp the gravity of the situation before, but opening up once more could help…

Hey, I hear you, and I can see that you're going through some really tough stuff right now. It must feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders. Opening up about these feelings takes real bravery, even if it's just on an online forum like this.

I get where you're coming from when you mention feeling like a burden to others. That's a heavy feeling to carry around. But let me tell you, nobody is worthless or pathetic – not even you. You might not see it now, but there's always hope for things to get better.

It sounds like you've been dealing with a lot of internal struggles, from depression to anxiety and body image issues. Have you thought about seeking out different resources for help? Maybe opening up to your therapist in more detail could lead to finding coping strategies that work for you.

Remember, it's okay not to be okay sometimes. Just take it one step at a time. You're not alone in this 💪❤️

wow, that's a lot to carry around, mate. those thoughts can feel all-consuming but remember, it doesn’t have to be this way forever. i know you’re scared of opening up more to your therapist cuz of the fear of being locked up, but trust me on this—good therapists wanna help, not trap you in a psych ward or anything like that. life's got its ups and downs for sure, but imagine getting over a big hill you've been climbing; it's exhausting but so rewarding once you're at the top.

maybe try writing down what you'd want to say if you could tell someone everything without fear—sometimes seeing it out there lets you process stuff differently and see ways forward. don’t shy away from asking for different kinds of help either, even small steps count toward feeling better again. also, take it easy on yourself regarding eating or body image issues; sometimes these things spiral when we're hyper-focused on what's 'wrong' with us. consider reaching out online through safe spaces or forums anonymously if face-to-face feels daunting right now.

you might feel invisible NOW but just because people aren't picking up on signals doesn’t mean they don't care—they might just not see the signs clearly yet cuz everyone’s wrapped up in their own heads too often..

It's tough when it feels like the world has you in a chokehold, isn't it? :(

I'm sincerely sorry to hear about the immense challenges you're experiencing. It sounds like you're grappling with feelings of being overwhelmed and unseen, which is understandably distressing...

I totally get why you’re feeling stuck and scared. It’s really hard when it seems like everything's just weighing you down, especially when you're worried about what others might think or do if they knew the full extent. It’s like there’s this invisible wall between how we feel inside and how much we let others see.

Your worry about being locked away for being honest with your therapist is understandable but remember, their job is to support you through these feelings without judgment or drastic measures unless absolutely necessary. I had a friend who thought similarly, but once they overcame the initial fear and opened up completely, things gradually improved with the right plan in place. Just take small steps; sometimes those little changes can start to shift things around more than you'd expect.

yo, it sounds like you're really going through a rough patch. it's frustrating when the people around us don't see the signs we wish they'd notice. honestly, sometimes opening up feels like jumping off a cliff without knowing if there’s water beneath to catch you, but remember that not every deep dive leads to disaster.

maybe try focusing on one small thing that brings even a tiny bit of joy or peace into your day—it could slowly shift how things feel overall. and about those "coward" thoughts—well, they can be pretty deceptive, making you doubt yourself when you're actually just trying to survive this current marathon. hang in there and keep reaching out in ways that feel safe for you!

I hear you, and it really sounds like you're in a tough spot right now, but don't you think it's possible that things might not be as bleak as they feel in the moment?

Man, sounds like you're really carrying a heavy load right now, and I just wanna say it's brave of you to even put this all out there; 💪😍 You've got a lot on your plate with the depression and not opening up to folks around you; I get it. Sometimes it feels like nobody sees what's going on beneath the surface, right? But hey, "No One Is Alone" - like they sing in that musical;

Maybe consider trying different ways to communicate with your therapist? Like writing down what you're feeling before your session so it’s easier to share when you're actually there. Sometimes people don't notice our struggles cuz they're dealing with their own stuff too, but it doesn't mean they wouldn't support you if they knew. Hang in there –