recovering from an ed
The story
I've struggled with weight issues and eating ever since I was 9, I'm 15 now and I'm now kinda of aware I ain't fat but I feel it. It was never that bad but now the last 4 months it's gotten so bad, i eat a bit and feel like I've js ate a whole buffet and I get so bloated I geniunely feel like I could explode, the smells of my fav foods makes me feel sick, the sight, smell, even hearing ppl talking abt food makes me feel sick, idk if I have an ed but im struggling sm rn, I barely eat cuz I just can't, I had some watermelon like 6 hours ago I still feel bloated and sick as fuck, this first started when I wanted to lose weight but now I've lost some and I feel okay in my body but I js can't bring myself to eat. and then my mum she never understands istg she said "u cant js starve urself for 10+ hours (she said this bc from the time I wake up to coming back from school (5pm) I don't eat anything) and then go n drink energy drinks n chocolate" I bought chocolate today. it's been weeks. she's js making me feel worse saying I need to eat protein n not stuff my face in chocolate like what. she used to be so understanding n now she says this? ig what I'm tryna say is what can I do to feel normal again and be able to eat? even water makes me sick. idk what to do anymore.
Stories in the same category
Points of view
omg i totally get what you're going through!!! been there myself and it sucks sooo much. feeling like food's the enemy is super tough 😕 it's like your mind's playing tricks making you think you're full when you barely ate; i had those moments too, couldn't even look at a burger without feeling sick. your mom's probably just worried, my folks were the same way and it bugged me a lot, but i realized they meant well. maybe try some small snacks you like when you feel somewhat okay, it helped me a bit. baby steps, you know?? hang in there, things can get better!!!
thank you 🥺🥺
I completely understand what you're going through, and it's truly challenging when your relationship with food becomes complicated. The symptoms you're experiencing could be indicative of an eating disorder such as anorexia or ARFID; it's essential to approach this situation with care and seek support. The sensation of perpetual fullness and bloating can be overwhelming, but remember, "This too shall pass." It might be worthwhile to consider consulting a healthcare professional who can provide a comprehensive assessment and guide you through this difficult phase. your mother's concern about your nutritional intake is understandable, given the importance of maintaining balanced macronutrients; it seems she wants the best for you, even if her approach might not resonate with you right now. Engaging in open communication with her about how you're feeling could help foster understanding and support. Stay hopeful; progress can be made, even if it seems slow at times!!! 😊
thank you so much !! :)
Struggling with eating and feeling bloated all the time is no joke. The way your body reacts to food can be confusing and overwhelming; "It's always darkest before the dawn," they say, but that doesn't make the darkness any easier to deal with. Your mom's comments seem to come from concern, but it's hard when it feels like there's a lack of understanding on her part. Maybe trying to explain your feelings to her could help, but I know that's easier said than done. It might be worth considering professional help, as dealing with potential eating disorders can be complex 😟. Take care of yourself.
thank you :)