women in their 30s

so like, i'm in my 30s and the pressure!!!! ugh, society keeps pushing this idea that i should be married with kids by now or have some crazy successful career. like seriously?! who made these stupid rules!!! it's like everywhere i go people just assume that's the path everyone wants or should take. 🙄 well guess what, not for me!! but then there's always this nagging voice in my head making me doubt myself because of all these expectations. is it really so bad to take a different route? why does it feel like nothing i do is good enough unless it's ticking some damn societal box. you know what's even worse? seeing all those friends who are checking off those boxes and looking at them thinking "am i doing life wrong??" i've been hustling hard in my job but somehow it still doesn't feel like enough without a partner or kids in the picture. society just makes you question every decision you ever made! don't even get me started on family gatherings where aunt judy loves to remind me that time's ticking. 😩

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever shake off this feeling of inadequacy. it's exhausting constantly trying to justify my choices when people just look at you weird for not following their script. the older generation especially is stuck on their outdated blueprint for life and can't seem to understand that not everyone wants or can have the same things!!! oh god, why can't they mind their own business!!!!!! maybe one day they'll realize life's not one-size-fits-all but until then i'm stuck here fighting this invisible battle with myself over whether i'm living right or not. maybe someday i'll stop caring what anyone thinks but today isn't that day... give me strength!!

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