Betrayal
The story
Little pick up after last vent or what not i wanted to vent to a friend and then well because she said if i was feeling like shit to talk to her or her/ our mutual friend and then when i ask doesn’t respond but responds to other i just feel useless i thought we were friends and then i i just get betrayed and you know whats worse i knew this was gonna happen at some point to like it always does theres only so much pattern recognition i can do and to be always right is fucking irritating like why cant i be wrong why do i have to be right every time meet someone new connect and then they leave like bruh at this its just a seehow many times i can be right game whats the point of friends whats the point of relationships if at the end of the day when they need help i help but when i need it i never get right fuck my life theres a reason why i just do it solo and bottle up my emotions man i wish i just never had them whats the point of it if i never had emotions then i can truly just be fine with being alone and not here voices and have shitty self esteem issue god i hate people
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man, i totally get where you're coming from. it's like, you think you've got someone you can rely on, and then they just let you down when you need them the most?? so frustrating!! sometimes it feels like we're stuck in this endless loop of broken trust and disappointment. maybe having a little wall up isn't such a bad thing after all?!?! thinking out loud here but i've had way too many days spent feeling that same uselessness... hang in there though; if nothing else, you've got resilience on your side!