Bitter Love Story
The story
My girlfriend of four years always has this habit when she's get angry toward me, no matter how small or petty the mistake is, she'd call me names, insults me like i value nothing, she'd say that she regrets having me as her boyfriend, or even regretting the fact that she did introduced me to her family. It hurts me a lot, until it gets to the point where i can't feel anything anymore when she does that, i've always been trying to be the best boyfriend she'd ever had, but i can't seem to earn her trust and i think i can't do it anymore. I must admit, however...she is a quite attractive woman, my type, but i can't bear the feelings when she'd got mad, i've always trying to control myself just because she won't get angry at me. It drains me a lot, so bad. I've also always been trying to be loyal, faithful toward her, and loving, anything, i put all my efforts for her, because i really do love her so much. I held her hands, reassured her when she'd overthink about anything, writing love letters, and whatnots, but i guess i can't make her fully happy with me. Well, i admit, i have my own mistakes too, i'm not a saint or something, but i'd never, never call names toward her, or even abusing her in any way, i don't know if i deserve this or not, i just need to vent. Thank you, fellow anonyms, that's all.
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Points of view
man, that sounds like a tough spot to be in; relationships are supposed to be about mutual respect and support, not constant hurt and insults. sure, nobody's perfect and everyone makes mistakes, but it shouldn't give someone the license to belittle or demean you as if it's second nature. even when someone looks good on paper or is physically attractive, the emotional toll they're taking can far outweigh any of those so-called "positives." you're doing all this for her! holding hands, writing letters, trying to do everything right… but if she's still not appreciating your efforts and continues with this toxic behavior, maybe it's time to reevaluate things. sometimes love isn't enough when it comes with conditions that wear you down every single day; think about whether holding on is worth sacrificing your well-being.