I hate him
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I hate him. I hate how he makes me feel. I feel all the anger just pour into my heart when he comes around. Why do I hate him so much for so less? I always blame the abortion to be the reason but it seems like everything is pushed down. I hate how sorry he feels for himself. He sits in the bathroom, crying about how “mean” I am. I wouldn’t be mean if he didn’t keep trying to manipulate me. He lies. Lies. Lies. Lies. When I look over at him all I see is everything he’s done. He doesn’t comfort me when I cry and says it’s my own fault, because I don’t let him. He’s tired of me. I always runaway now when I’m tired. I cuss him out. I cheat back now too. Even after all of this he won’t let me go. He wants me to become an evil person so his “mistakes” and all of the shit he put me through gets swept. We’ve built this life together and started planning. Now I can’t even kiss him. I can’t even hold his hand. Whenever he touches my body I shiver in disgust. All I can think about is her. He doesn’t know how to comfort people but I’ve seen what he did for her. Just his “female best friend”. I hate all of his friends. They all are friends with his ex best friend and still hangout. I feel like I’m losing my mind trying to figure everything out. I’m trying to understand why or how. When did we go so bad? Now all we do is fight. The man I once loved is someone else.
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oh wow, this sounds really intense; i can definitely relate to feeling overwhelmed with emotions when trust is broken; it's tough when communication breaks down and both sides feel wronged... i've been there, too, where everything feels like it's falling apart...!!! i remember when i was in a similar situation, the only thing that helped was stepping back to really evaluate what i wanted... it's crucial to try and set some boundaries; manipulative dynamics can really take a toll...!!! i hope you find clarity and peace in figuring things out; it's important to focus on what's best for your mental and emotional well-being...
hey, i'm really sorry you're dealing with this mess; it sounds like a whirlwind of emotions!!! seriously, being stuck in a relationship where you feel manipulated is the worst, been there!!! reminds me of that old saying: "when someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time"... it's like a heavy weight on your psyche, right? it's incredibly daunting when the person you once loved feels like a stranger... been through that kind of emotional rollercoaster too, and it's exhausting!!! keep trusting your gut, it'll steer you in the right direction... hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey, i hear you, but i wonder if there's another side to all this; it seems like emotions are running high, and understandable, but have you talked it out with him? communication might help sort out some misunderstandings. i once felt something similar when things were rough with my partner, but a real open talk helped us see things differently. it could be worth a try 🤔. what about this "female best friend"—is there really something there, or could it be a misunderstanding? hope you find peace in whatever you decide.
oh, i can truly empathize with the emotional turbulence you're experiencing; navigating a relationship fraught with manipulation and deceit can indeed be an emotionally taxing endeavor!!! your feelings of frustration and anger are completely valid given the circumstances you've described. it's like that saying, "actions speak louder than words"; it seems the actions you've witnessed have understandably led to distrust. however, it might be worth considering if there's room for constructive dialogue or mediation—perhaps a professional could provide a safe environment for discussing these complex issues 🤔. remember, every relationship is a journey, and sometimes challenges can lead to personal growth and a better understanding of oneself and others. stay hopeful, and best wishes for finding clarity and resolution!!!!
hey, sounds like a rough spot for sure. dealing with manipulation and distrust can seriously strain any relationship. it's tough when someone's actions make you feel this way, and it's understandable you're upset. i get why you'd feel stuck, especially with the history you guys have. but have you considered if there's a chance for change or if counseling could help? relationships can be complex, and sometimes an outside perspective can bring clarity. 🤔 how do you feel about what the future might look like in this situation?