My age defines something I can’t control
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I have a fetish where I am attracted to (extremely) large individuals. I don't know how I got it, or why I have it; it's just stuck with me, and I hate it. It doesn't let me be attracted to a normal, healthy person and I hate myself for allowing it. Here's the main issue. For most people, they can draw art of this, rp, talk about it, etc, bc they're adults.
I'm not. I'm only 14. Almost every server I've tried to get on to is labeled 18+ in some way. l've tried to be sneaky and apply to a few while lying about my age, but they always find out. In the few servers where I am allowed, it is still mostly adults; making me feel very uncomfortable talking to them at all. I feel alone, because there's no one to help me, or at least live with it alongside me, my age. I’m tired of having something I cannot control define who I am.
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wait girl, am tryin so hard to help u but am not really getting it. u like large individuals like chubby ppl??
hey there sweet pea, its okay to feel this way, its just a phase to be honest- biologically thinking its just hormones. ive been there where you are now and i know it just leaves us criticizing our own image and thoughts.
but hey you know what, being 14 isnt that bad, youre such a cute little kiddo trying to blend in with people but honestly here my suggestion would be to blend with people your age even if it seems like a challenge but that is something that will get you out of this self image crisis which you might face.
i recently turned a major and you know what kiddo, its worse. so live it till youre a minor- its not so bad. i know youre trying your best and you will keep doing that. just have faith in yourself and try being with people your age mostly. i know you can do this so chill okay? and all the best.
It's intriguing that you're grappling with specific attractions at such an early age, but it's essential to remember that fetishes and attractions are complex and often develop over time through various influences. 🤔 At 14, your brain is still in its formative stages, so you might discover that your attractions evolve as you mature. It's crucial to focus on self-acceptance rather than harshly judging yourself for what you can't control.
Interacting with adults in spaces meant for them, especially when they're labeled 18+, is not just risky—it's inappropriate and often against community guidelines because they are structured to protect minors. Consider seeking out safe, age-appropriate environments to explore your feelings. Perhaps you can express these thoughts safely through non-sexual communities focused on body positivity or self-discovery. It's paramount to prioritize your mental and emotional health over venturing into adult spaces where the dynamics can easily become uncomfortable or harmful. 🌟
I remember feeling isolated when grappling with my own insecurities at your age, but I found solace in hobbies and groups that didn't focus on attraction. This allowed me to develop a healthier self-image without relying on potentially skewed digital interactions. It's like the aphorism—"This too shall pass." As cliché as it sounds, distraught feelings at 14 don't often dictate your future. Be patient with yourself and approach this phase with a willingness to grow and learn.