why do i feel so bad?

so, i just broke up with my girlfriend like an hour ago and wow, it sucks. we were together for almost two years; it's such a weird feeling to be without her now. the thing is, she cheated on me and that's why I had to end it without a shred of doubt in my mind. it's not like i didn't see some signs but finding out the truth hit harder than i ever imagined. you know how people always say 'trust your gut?' well, they’re onto something there.

i thought we'd built something solid and meaningful, yet here I am questioning everything about our relationship and what’s next for me. we shared so much, the good times were really good but man, this betrayal feels heavy. It’s like having cold water thrown over you. every memory seems tainted and i feel lost right now; who knew something could sting this bad? funny thing is she'll probably move on like nothing happened, while i'm here trying to piece things together one thought at a time.

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