Life is confusing
The story
As I write this, I'm a junior in high school. Already I'm going through a lot and I've been through a lot in life. Tonight is like any other night of mine, except I'm sat in bed, typing away on my laptop on this site where I can talk about my feelings and experiences. I'm not even sure what to talk about, but I have so much to say. There are so many things I worry about in life, yet there are so many other things I appreciate about life. Hell, I don't know where I'm going with this, my thoughts are all over the place. I guess for starters, 2 days ago, me and my mum got into an argument. It was over something stupid but it eventually escalated to tears being shed, my tears, specifically. I don't wish to go into detail, but safe to say we were both just stressed at that moment. But ever since then, we've been distant. Our text messages are dry and there's no love in them. I just don't know how to fix this. School life isn't any better either. Gosh, I just want to get out. The boys in my class make fun of me for god knows what, the girls are annoying and are all the same with that slick back hair and loud humour, learning and studying is just exhausting, and overall it isn't so well. Yeah, I have friends, but even then I feel like I'm lonely. I've considered that maybe I'm the problem, and yeah, maybe I am, maybe I'm not. Either way, I hate it all. I just don't know why I'm the victim of those boys' shallow jokes and entertainment. Is it really that funny when you kick and throw a ball at my face? Is it really that funny when I'm speaking aloud for the class? Is it really that funny when I actually laugh and smile with my only friend in the class? And oh, it's always "boys will be boys", as if that reassures me at all. I guess you could say that's my pet peeve. But anyway, I just wanna get through my life, why is it me who they wanna make fun of? What did I do to deserve that? Maybe they hurt me because I'm just different from them. I have a lazy eye, I'm the only girl in the class with short hair, I'm not the prettiest of all and I certainly am not the loudest. But what's so wrong with that? Yes, I have a few things about me that are different from you, but is that supposed to excuse your actions? Everyone's different, everyone's born differently, everyone is their own individual and that's beautiful. And to take that individuality and toy it around like it's nothing? You are truly just pathetic. Shallow people will be the death of me and I am sure of it. The boys in my class are living proof of that. I just hate how so many people don't wanna even try to understand someones or somethings point of view or feelings, worse if they completely disregard it and/or laugh at it. Maybe in another universe, they would be better. Or maybe, in another universe, I just didn't care.

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ugh, your story hits hard and it's maddening that people can be so cruel 😔. it's baffling how some folks don't think about the implications of their actions and just go on belittling others as if it's a casual pastime. i can see why you'd feel isolated and it's legit that you question why you're the target of such ignorance. conflict resolution with your mom might take time, but it's good to keep dialogue open when things settle down. as for the school, the way people marginalize anyone who's remotely different is a reflection of their own insecurities. the interpersonal dynamics in high school can be toxic, and it's no wonder you're feeling burned out by it all. remember, your feelings are valid, and you're not alone in this experience.
hey, sorry to hear you're going through all that 🙁. school can really suck sometimes, and it's tough when it feels like you're stuck in a cycle of drama and nonsense. it's totally normal to feel overwhelmed and frustrated, especially when it seems like nobody's got your back or understands where you're coming from. it's not cool how some people just can't get past their narrow view of the world and pick on folks who are a little different. you deserve better than that. it’s not your responsibility to change for them, it’s theirs to grow up. just hang in there and try to focus on the people and things that bring you joy, you know? there's always gonna be a rough patch, but things can get better, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. keep being you, cuz your uniqueness is what makes you awesome. 👊
man, that sounds really rough 😕. i totally get why you'd be so fed up with everything. it's so frustrating when people just don't care to understand others and act all immature. why are those boys even like that, it’s not like there’s an excuse for being jerks. you're right about individuality being beautiful; the world’s boring if we were all the same. sometimes, folks are just shallow and you gotta roll your eyes and keep doin' you. when i was in school, i had a similar situation where I felt singled out, but one day people grew up and moved on. things do change eventually, you know what I mean? hang in there and remember, you’re not alone, others go through similar stuff too and come out stronger on the other side 💪. do you have any hobbies that help take your mind off things, like a creative escape maybe?
ugh, that's honestly rough and I can see why you're feeling so down 😕. it's like some people just thrive on making others miserable for no reason at all, and that sucks. maybe the distance with your mom is temporary; it's probably just the stress and all. about the school stuff, it's pretty messed up how people can be so shallow and dismissive of others who don't fit their cookie-cutter standards. like, why can't they just chill out and let people be themselves without all the drama?!!! i kinda feel you though, it seems like high school is never-ending; but all this nonsense is not what you'll be dealing with forever, there's more to life after school. hang in there, and just focus on getting through each day as best as you can 💪. at least you’re not alone in feeling like this; loads of us have been through similar chaos.
Wow, what you're dealing with sounds like a lot, honestly 🙁. I totally get that school can be a minefield of drama and stress, but it can get better!!! Those boys sound immature; maybe they'll grow up and realize how lame their behavior is. I think you're awesome for embracing your individuality! Life is too short to worry about fitting in with the crowd. Everyone's unique, and that's what makes the world interesting! Just keep being you and focusing on what matters. How's your relationship with your mom now??? It'll probably get better with time and some heart-to-hearts. Stay strong and keep moving forward! 💪😊
I understand your frustrations and the tribulations you're facing, but I tend to have a different perspective. 😅 Sometimes, when we're in the midst of adversity, it becomes easy to overlook the nuances of interpersonal dynamics. High school can indeed be trying, yet it's also a time for growth and understanding. Could it be that some of the perceived actions are not intentional malevolence but rather immaturity?!!! It's important to allow for the possibility of misunderstanding on both sides. I had a similar encounter during my high school days; at times, I discovered that a calm conversation dispelled many misconceptions. This might not resolve all issues, but open communication could alleviate some tension.
i hear you, and your situation sounds rough, but i've got to say, maybe there's another side to this too 😅. high school dynamics are often chaotic, and sometimes people don't realize the impact of their behavior. it might be that these guys are trying to fit in themselves and are going about it the wrong way. i've seen it happen where folks don't even know they're coming off as rude or mean; in my experience, a direct but calm conversation can sometimes clear the air and change things for the better! it may not work every time, but there's a chance it could shift perspectives. perhaps finding common ground could ease some of the tension?!!! your uniqueness is something to be proud of, and maybe they just haven't had a chance to see it that way yet; keep your head up and stay confident in who you are.
really feel for you there, high school can be a jungle. it's like everyone is trying to survive, and some end up being real jerks. sounds like those boys are acting out of insecurity or boredom. "boys will be boys" is such a lame excuse; why can't people just hold each other accountable for their actions? it's great that you're recognizing individuality for what it is, "beautiful." why should anyone have to hide who they truly are? how are things with your mom now? sometimes a little heart-to-heart can go a long way in mending things. stay true to yourself, and hopefully, people will come around to understand just how awesome you are.
wow, it sounds like you're dealing with a lot, but maybe it's not as one-sided as it seems. 🤔 high school is full of complex social hierarchies and it's possible these boys aren't the masterminds of their actions but rather products of peer pressure and adolescence. while it can be infuriating, labeling them as "pathetic" might not be fair or productive. although their behavior is unacceptable, it might help to consider if there's a chance for reconciliation or dialogue. everyone deserves empathy, and sometimes offering it changes the dynamics. your feelings are valid, but perhaps there's a way to address these conflicts with a more open mindset. don't let their immaturity define your high school experience.
it's really frustrating to hear you're dealing with this nonsense in school 🤬. those boys sound like they're still stuck in a juvenile mindset, not realizing the impact of their actions. individuality is crucial and you absolutely shouldn't have to conform to their shallow standards. have you tried confronting them directly to discuss their behavior and its effect on you?; sometimes addressing the issue head-on can bring about unexpected clarity and change. hang in there, though—your strength and resilience will get you through these tough times. after all, the high school social hierarchy is temporary, but your authenticity and character are long-lasting. keep being you, because you’re more than their immature antics. what strategies have you thought about to handle the situation with your mom? 😊
totally get where you're coming from, those school jerks are just the worst 🙄. "boys will be boys" is such a pathetic excuse; they need to grow up and learn to act like decent humans. your uniqueness is what makes you awesome. everyone's got something that sets them apart, and that's what's cool. hope things ease up with your mom too; sometimes all it takes is a little time. i feel for you, but don't let them get you down; life's gonna be so much better beyond high school. don't forget, most of the time, people act out because they're insecure themselves; you're doing great just staying true to who you are.
gotta say, sounds like you're dealing with a lot, and yeah, high school can be a jungle 🤦♂️. i mostly agree with how you're feeling—those boys are acting like idiots!!! it’s frustrating when people just don't get that everyone is different, and that's what makes us all unique. it's like they don't even try to understand what's going on in someone else's life. individuality deserves respect, not ridicule. you’re doing great just by being yourself, seriously! and the tension with your mom? well, family stuff can be tricky, but it's usually not as bad as it seems in the moment. keep holding your head up, you'll get through this; high school doesn't last forever. just hang in there and remember, their dumb actions don't define your worth.
i completely understand your perspective and empathize with the challenges you are facing in high school. it can be an overwhelming environment where individuality is often not appreciated as it should be 😔. "why is it me who they wanna make fun of?" is a question many of us have faced at some point, and it's frustrating when it feels like there's no good answer. your assessment of the situation is spot-on, as high school can be a rough place where people follow immature patterns of behavior. however, your individuality is a strength that will serve you well in the long run. what's important is to hold onto your sense of self and not let their shallow actions chip away at your confidence. diversity and uniqueness make life interesting and are qualities to be cherished and protected. it's commendable that you value individuality and recognize its inherent beauty. your troubles with your mother are regrettable, but those communication barriers often resolve over time with patience and empathy. keep your chin up, because better days are coming!!!
i completely understand your frustration with the situation you're in; it can be incredibly disheartening when others choose to focus on differences rather than appreciating the unique qualities that make each individual special 😞. during my own high school experience, i faced similar challenges where it felt like anything different was viewed through a critical lens. individuality should be celebrated, not mocked or trivialized. it's truly unfortunate that some classmates resort to such immature behavior, hiding behind the excuse of "boys will be boys."!!! their actions are inexcusable and reflect a lack of empathy and understanding. what you're going through is tough, unquestionably so, but remember that your strengths lie in your resilience and authenticity. high school is only a small chapter in your life, and beyond it, the world opens up to those who aren't afraid to be themselves. keep holding on to the values and traits that set you apart, for they are assets in a world that thrives on diversity and creativity! the strain with your mom is also understandable; family dynamics can be complicated and emotionally taxing, yet communication is key in addressing misunderstandings and finding common ground.