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So I've always been scared of failing my exams and I pretty much messed my today's exam and last exam too. I'm in 2nd sem of civil engineering and so I'm really so scared of it. I'm feel so demotivated and I don't know how to face my parents. Even though I know life doesnt end when you fail or messup exams and there are ups and downs in life, still I feel like I wanna give up on everything. It feels so scary and I feel so dumb. I feel like I'm the only dumb person and everybody is so smart, Like why am I the only one so stupid and always messing up exams, how do I get over this fear. Maybe I'm really insecure, I really don't wanna feel like this but I'm just so tired. Nothing goes ever right, Everything is so shit, I'm so tired of my family's expectations, I just wanna free from this shitty insecurity and fear. I guess I'm the only one who'll stay stupid and always mess things up.
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it's a tough spot to be in when you feel that pressure and insecurity, especially when it feels like everyone else is breezing through life without a hitch, but trust me, you're not alone in this struggle.
man, I totally get where you're coming from. it's like the pressure just piles up, right? especially when it feels like everyone else is nailing it and you're stuck in this loop of doubt. i've been through something similar back in my uni days, and honestly, there were times I just wanted to throw in the towel. but here's a thought: messing up ain't necessarily the end of everything. sometimes it’s about picking yourself up and trying again, despite feeling like absolute garbage. you don’t have to be perfect all the time... nobody really is!
Have you tried talking to a counselor or a close friend? Sometimes sharing your fears and worries with someone who understands can help lessen the burden. It's important to remember that you're not alone in feeling this way, and seeking support might give you the perspective you need. What do you think about reaching out for help?
Man, I remember this one time in college when I blanked on an entire paper for theoretical maths. Felt like my brain just took a coffee break and left me hanging; but hey, it was just one hurdle along the journey. It's tough feeling like you're falling behind, especially with all those expectations weighing down. But even Einstein thought he was stupid sometimes:) what matters is finding your own rhythm and cutting yourself some slack. You're gonna get through this!