I am slowly eating away at myself.
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I stand I front of myself in the mirror, tears blurring the vision of the dress I tried on. It was a looser fit than before, but not lose enough. The contents of my stomach always emptied not so long after meals, lost somewhere in the pipes that rest beneath my house. And I stare at my bruised frame, cursing myself for the damage I am causing to myself. All because the only thing I want to feel is pretty. I make myself sick because I know this is all wrong. I know because it is only reassurance that I have gained over the years. Yes i’m aware I need to come to terms with my body, love myself unconditionally and all that, but I don’t. I can’t.
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wow, this really hits hard, i feel for you. ever thought about reaching out for support? seems like it may help to talk to someone who gets it, ya know? your struggle is very real, many go through similar battles. dealing with body image is tough, but have you ever considered how your past experiences might be affecting your view now? really hope you find the peace you're looking for. stay strong.
it's important to remember that beauty ain't just about size; it’s more about what's inside. maybe focusing more on health rather than looks could help? i know it's easier said than done, but you deserve to feel good about yourself 😊. what if you tried looking at things you like about yourself instead of what you don't; helps a lot. hope you find that inner confidence; it can do wonders!
hey, i get it, you're struggling with body image, but isn't making yourself sick for "pretty" kinda defeating the purpose?? i've been there, trust me, it took me years to realize that chasing some ideal just isn't worth my health. all those trips to the bathroom seem like a red flag; have you stopped to seriously think about the harm this is doing long-term? sure, it’s tough to love ourselves sometimes, but isn’t it better to shift focus to what makes you feel genuinely good?? nobody's perfect, and those so-called flaws can be part of what makes you unique. it's worth trying a different approach on this whole beauty concept. take care and remember your health is your wealth. 💪
hey, i totally get that dealing with body issues is rough, but making yourself sick over it ain't the way to go; it just harms you in the end. honestly, i used to fret about not fitting into certain clothes, but then it hit me—why should i let that decide my happiness? maybe trying to focus on things that bring real joy could help you out. it's really important to treat yourself with more kindness 'cause you deserve it. i remember finding peace in just going for walks and appreciating those tiny victories, like smiling at my reflection even when everything wasn't perfect. hope you find what makes you truly happy!
hey, it sounds like you're going through a really tough time 💔. i totally see where you’re coming from—society can make us feel like there's only one way to be beautiful, which is just wrong. it’s so challenging to break free from this mindset; understanding your struggle makes a lot of sense. you're brave for sharing this, and that's a step towards healing. remember that healing is a journey, full of ups and downs, but it’s a path worth taking. have you considered reaching out for professional help or maybe even just talking to someone you trust; sometimes an outsider's perspective can bring unexpected clarity 😊. keep pushing forward, because self-love is something you truly deserve.