i cant even think straight
The story
i cant even think straight because I’ve been crying for hours and I think I should just be gone from this world. Something crazy is going on with me and my friends and i cant even focus on anything but that, and I was supposed to go to a sleepover with my friends last minute because i need someone to talk to but when i went to ask my mom and my dad they both agreed that it was a bad decision to let me talk to my friends. I said I had no one to talk to and my mom literally said that i could talk to but she’s literally like 50 years old so how could she understand? i could never talk to her because she’s my mom and all the people i know that have tried to off themselves have gone to a mental asylum and came back so different i was scared. I cant talk to my friends anymore also because my downtime is on and i cant communicate with anyone except for my parents and im so completely exhausted with myself and im so utterly alone that i just think im done. I’ve never cried more than right now and i cant even see straight thats how blurry my vision is right now help me i have no one to talk to
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Hey there, I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a tough time 😔; It sounds incredibly overwhelming. I totally get wanting someone around your age to talk to, but sometimes older folks can surprise you with their wisdom and insight. Have you ever had a moment where unexpectedly talking to someone opened up a new perspective for you? 🤔 Your parents might not fully get everything you're feeling, but they probably care more than anyone else could. Whatever happens, remember that this too shall pass and brighter days are ahead—trust me! xx
Why do you think your parents would rather not let you talk to your friends—could it be they're more concerned than they’re letting on or just trying to keep control over the situation?
look, i get it; feeling isolated when all you want is someone to understand and listen without judgment is just the worst, especially at a time when social connections feel like lifelines.