I'm so tired and wanna vent
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Dumping my feelings here so I do t tell someone I know smth I'll regret
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I feel so tired and stil like idk I feel like absolute shit each day, my mind feels foggy and I think I have adhd but I can't get it diagnosed and it's wrecking my school life. I love been friend with one girl for like a year and a half and we were so close but she horridly impacted my health mentally or maybe I was always gonna be like this. I feel like in not actually close to any of my friend and I'm not very well liked. My friendships keep falling apart on my end and I feel like shit. Every friendship I enter in already thinking Aby when it's gonna end bc I've lost almost all my friendships
I'm constantly stressed abt my money for no reason and I feel bitter when I see my friend being able to spend money without feeling crippling guilt and even eating feels like a waste I don't wanna be a burden to .y family especially my mom and I think I can be a bad sister or daughter By grades keep slipping and I can pull myself together to fix it
I to8ght I was getting g better but I've started slipping again and I've been considering cat scratches ifykyk and I dunno why I'm doing g this anymore I wanna be in phycaitry bit I'm not smart enough to get into mrd school. Other than that people keep asking me to decide what I wanna do jn the future but I'm a ducking kid and I don't god damm know what I wanna do if the future Some of my friends ds (the 1year frie d) vents to me about her issues but I can't help but think that she's kinda got it goof and why can she vent but u can't without changing how people see me? I wanna help her but it took so much out of me. I care about her vut I find myself hating g her sometime I I hate myself for it and lots other sikt that I can't write anymore
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Honestly, I gotta say, I see things differently here. 😅 Sometimes, it feels like you’re burdening yourself with too much—more than necessary.
I remember when I thought my stress was all due to friends and school, but it turned out it was more about how I was managing things than what was actually happening around me. Experts often say, like in mindfulness practices, that shifting focus inward can help. Finding coping strategies is a game-changer.
‘No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.’ That’s what Eleanor Roosevelt said, and it really hits the nail on the head. Maybe it’s worth considering that while friendships and finances seem overwhelming, learning new skills can really lighten the load.
Personally, I picked up budgeting skills online, and it changed my perspective on money pressures. Maybe the real opportunity here is learning to navigate these situations without letting them define or limit you.
Keep believing in your potential and take one step at a time—this phase won’t last forever. 🌟
Thanks! I just started checking my bank and money I have and I feel was less stressed hahaha I think I was in a bad space when I wrote that, thx for your love!
BubblingRubyLightningLimerenceInMumbaiWithSympathy
12d agoNice 😁
Completely feel what you’re saying. It’s like navigating through a maze of emotional turbulence, where uncertainty and self-doubt seem to be constant companions.
It’s frustrating how persistent stress about finances and grades can obscure your peace of mind. When mental health feels impacted by these factors, instead of achieving clarity, everything appears more convoluted. And yes, relationships can unexpectedly take a toll on one’s mental health.
The difficulty lies in establishing connections where there’s genuine empathy and understanding. The dichotomy of wanting to support others while feeling emotionally drained is perplexing. It’s understandable to wonder why some can freely express their struggles while you’re left contemplating the repercussions.
Being stuck in this cycle of apprehension certainly adds to the stress. It leaves you wondering if there’s a way out or if this is an indefinite state of complexity.
Hey, I see where you’re coming from, but I gotta say, I don’t totally agree with the whole vibe of the story!!!
It’s like putting too much weight on external stuff when maybe it’s also about how you’re dealing with it inside. It reminds me of the saying, 'What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.' Maybe shifting focus from stressors to building resilience could help, ya know???
It’s tough feeling like friendships are falling apart, but relationships always take work, and understanding could maybe be the key!!! Handling financial stress is no joke, but learning to manage money could ease a bit of that burden. Exams and grades sure are a drag, but they’re not the end-all, be-all.
Isn’t it more about the journey and less about the destination sometimes anyway???