working in this job for like six months now, i am constantly caught up doing way more than what is supposed to be required. you know when your role demands certain tasks but you just end up throwing in a lot of extras? that's me; it's becoming an everyday ordeal for me trying to impress or maybe just keep things running smoothly (go figure!). but what hits different is how my hard work kinda fizzed out unnoticed by both my boss and coworkers. which sometimes makes me think: do i even matter here?

the environment here ain't toxic or anything, everyone's polite and all that jazz. but yo, aren't we supposed to have each other's back at work by acknowledging props where they're due? there's a saying 'a pat on the back goes a long way.' yet it feels like i'm out here grinding with zero recognition or any sign that says they appreciate what's being done quietly behind the curtains... it messes with your head after a while. when you're sweating buckets working late nights yet no one seems to notice because either they're blind (kidding) or don't just care enough.

so sometimes i'm left wondering if this is how adulting life really pans out when those good old school gaffs didn't prepare us for; keeps me thinking: should i just lay low and stick strictly within lines of duty rather than explore every possible avenue trying to please everyone albeit i wish there was some middle ground ya know?

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