cant stop crying
The story
i can't stop crying, every single time i walk past that coffee shop where we used to meet. it's been months since the fallout with my former best friend and these emotions keep overwhelming me. how do people even cope with this??? Nothing seems to work."
there's no guidebook for this kinda stuff, is there? all those memories... they hit like a truck every time i see that place! we shared so much laughter and talk there, almost like a fabled sitcom duo except our episode ended abruptly and without conclusion. are my feelings irrational or unjustified? letting go seems impossible some days.
been reading articles about coping mechanisms and 'moving on' but that's just theory, right?! seriously, they say exercise or mindfulness helps but it feels detached from what i'm going through! my playlists bring back our favorite tunes yet add salt to the wound too. Crazy paradox...
maybe talking here can help? others probably share similar tales of friendship gone sour... Sometimes it helps knowing you're not the only one caught between memories and mourning what was lost! any advice from folks who made it out stronger after such experiences would be appreciated... hope there's light at this tunnel's end.