everyone so mean to me
The story
lately I've been like really upset because it seems like everyone around me my friends family basically have just been so harsh with their words it's almost like I can't say a single thing without someone jumping down my throat. I'm being super sensitive lately don't get me wrong sometimes I feel like maybe it's just me. But there have been situations where their comments were totally uncalled for and it makes no sense to me! Like take yesterday for example, I was talking about this movie that I absolutely loved (you know 'cause who doesn't love a good flick?) and right away boom my cousin's all "that movie's trash" outta nowhere! Instead of getting into it, kinda made like a joke back but it still stung more than I'd care to admit. It's small things, tiny remarks but they've started piling up one on the other and now it's weighing on my mind way too much.
I guess part of me wonders if I've changed in some way? or maybe they have; people grow right? Sometimes not in the same direction sadly. Was chatting with an old school friend last weekend and when I mentioned this situation they're all calm said "might be them not you buddy" which gave me some comfort but then BAM another snarky comment from my brother today hits me hard again! I'm polite, I don't get into fights easily most times happy to sit down talk things through you know what i mean? So what's the deal here am I missing something or is the world just extra grumpy right now?! Idk trying to stay positive here look on the bright side if that's even still possible honestly kinda need a hug; but hey chin up keep smiling amirite?
