how do i stop being an actor
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So guys i need advice like how do i stop being an actor and i dont mean in like a movie no more like i act when im with different peole like im part of this script where my part is of some irrelevant character in a sense like IM only their to build the plot like im always someone different personality different persona like how do i stop that like idk how to feel things kinda in a sense to get love i have to act this way to get people to like me i have to act this how do i be me if i dont even know what being me means like who am i what am like what is me what is my true self i dont know ive been doing this unconsciously for so long that i dont know who i am anymore kinda just like an imitator im just there and i cant even connect with people i just dont know how to be me if i dont know who me even is and even then its probably why no one will ever choose me because they wont even know themselves im just sad i always think i will get betrayed and when it happens in one way or another i think im right happens a couple of times and i dont know anymore guys like idk i really dont know and it doesnt help when no one ever makes the time to choose you to want to be with you or hangout with you what do i do because im going insane trying to figure what i am or who im supposed to be when i dont know who me is
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yo, it's wild how we sometimes slip into these roles trying to fit in, right? honestly, been there myself where you feel like a chameleon just morphing for others' sake; but real talk, maybe start small. try finding moments where you can drop the act even with one or two people who make you feel less fake. and about feeling betrayed, it sucks but don't let past crap dictate your future connections. take baby steps towards getting to know yourself without the pressure of pleasing everyone else.