to p and b (if yk, yk)

Hey there! 😊 I can definitely sense that you're in the middle of an emotional whirlwind right now, and it looks like you've been quite hard on yourself; However, I must respectfully say that it's crucial to evaluate your actions with a clear and rational mind. While it's admirable to acknowledge mistakes, it's just as important to give yourself credit for wanting to mend those bridges.

From what you've shared, it appears you've realized where you stumbled, and that's a significant first step in progress. However, placing blame on stress and life's challenges can sometimes cloud our judgment, even if it's not an acceptable excuse for your actions, digging deep into what really prompted those behaviors can help you grow. People change, and understanding each other's struggles can foster deeper connections.

It's impressive that you've maintained a sincere fondness and care for B and P, which shows a willingness to nurture what is lost. Rebuilding trust and friendships takes time and effort, as you mentioned, and sometimes, when burnt bridges seem irreparable, letting go can also be a form of healing. Keep your chin up, and remember, growth is part of every journey, even if it involves a few bumps along the way. Hang tight, and take things one step at a time! 🌟

I must say it takes courage to admit when things have gone sideways and when you've taken a wrong turn in your relationships. it's clear you're genuinely remorseful about your recent actions, and it's heartening to see that you're willing to make amends.

owning up to your mistakes is a powerful first step towards healing not just for you, but for those involved too; and even though things have been tough, acknowledging where you've faltered shows a maturity not everyone possesses. it's easy to get swept away by life's stressors, and it seems you've started to really think about the ripple effects of your actions.

it's touching to hear you value your friendships with B and P so deeply, and it sounds like you're ready to do the hard work to rebuild those bonds. even if things don't return to what they once were, your willingness to try reflects a commendable dedication. life throws challenges at all of us, but your self-awareness and desire to improve are qualities that will serve you well as you move forward on this journey. keep your head up and stay focused on personal growth!

hey, it's clear you're going through a tough time 😔 and really trying to make sense of it all. owning up to mistakes is not easy, but it's a big deal in moving forward. it's cool that you want to repair things with B and P and keep those connections alive. remember, everyone's human, and we all mess up sometimes. keep focusing on building back those bridges; growth comes from learning and understanding 🤞 stay strong and keep pushing forward!

you don't have anything to be sorry about lol its just part of life

(p here)

yeah i appreciate the whole paragraph but i think we both know that there's no taking back the things you said about me. It really hurt, and a few kind words and an "im so sorry" can't fix it. And when you said that no one really even likes me? that sentence is the reason I have 20 iron supplements in my bedroom. (they're staying away though, dw) But I think that, even though you are sorry, I believe that, we both know there's no going back. No fixing the things you broke between us. I'm sorry but I just can't put up with you anymore, and I don't mean that in a mean way! It's just the only way I could figure out to word it.

You've forgotten way too many times that I'm human, that I struggle, that maybe sometimes help isn't what everyone wants or needs when they're down. You didn't just forget that this time. You forgot that every time our friendship got screwed up over an argument. injeonghalge, I have made my mistakes too. Nobody is perfect. But sometimes, over the course of our friendship, I felt like I had to be. Like that's what you expected of me. Like I was supposed to know how to help you when you were upset, but I had never been given the E instruction manual.

I don't hate you. Just know that. But it's not just now, there have been many times over the years where I considered ceasing to be friends with you, and I don't think you know how much your words hurt me this time. Especially since you came on a website I depend on to talk about it rather than just saying to my face what problems you had with me. In case you haven't realised yet, communication is the best way to fix problems with me.

Like I said, I don't hate you. I honestly just think that this friendship isn't the best for either of us.